Trying to find God again

I understand where you are. I loved the book of Job and think it is very applicable to teenagers today -- I also loved Job's verve in taking God to court and more than that I loved God's answer. Those are the highlights of the book of Job and I congratulate you for what you are doing.

Everyone has their own path to God and you are making a great start. I will share with you my path and pray that you find your own:

1. When I wanted to know what the Bible said, I called the Jehovah's Witnesses. They know their Bible backwards and forwards and inside out. Anything you want to know. Call a Kingdom Hall and tell them you want a Bible study in your home. They will send people out and you can study as long as you want the Bible. You will not regret it.


2. If I was just learning about God again I would read Henry Blackaby's book "Experiencing God -- Knowing and Doing the WIll of God." It is 10 years old, but still applicable. Great book for "How to be a Christian" and what you really need to know. Henry Blackaby was Baptist.


I am neither of the above religions, but have studied with both. I am LDS. We are the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. What we believe is fascinating.


Good luck.

You just made me happy that you are seeking Him. It makes me feel less alone knowing that other folks are doing what I'm doing. Thanks and please accept this blessing OUT LOUD. May you understand everything that God wants to teach as you study the bible. May you be guided and kept by the Holy Spirit from this day forward. And may you tell others what you know so that you may inspire their own faith. REMEMBER that shape of the world is by the very voice of God so accept this blessing out loud as I just said it out loud to you.

You've already inspired me.

Thank God that God does not only give us 3 chances! Ive had days where i start over with the Lord 5 xs a day. Its not so much about keeping track of how many times we start over, but rather, knowing that He is faithful to forgive us our sin and loving Him as much as this flesh can. Im moving towards the mark of the high calling and will not be satisfied until i kiss the face of God.

you said that you got genesis .....that's a good start

then go to the new testament...pay attention to the details

listen to j.d, fagan... calvarychapelkaneohe.com

he's got a unique perspective

then go back and finish the old testament...it was for the jewish nation...but it is still important

work fast....times short

the bible is full of encoded information that is key to understanding whats gonna happen, check this out its pretty interesting...


Pay attention to the passage numbers in the bible.

Revelation 9:11 (9!) (11!) (Referring to Satan) They had as king over them the angel of the Abyss, whose name in Hebrew is Abaddon and in Greek is Apollyon (that is, Destroyer). Look at all the clues in the passage numbers the bible gives you!

December 21 2012
12/21/12 = 1+2+2+1+1+2 = (9)
12/21/2012 = 1+2+2+1+2+1+2 = (11)

The New World Order base many of their false flag attacks and other things such as the stock market crash that led to the great depression and other things throughout history on the numbers 9 and 11.

limit(f(x),x=10); DNE; {x| [-9,0)U(0,9]} – Big events on the 11th in History

9/11 Terrorist Attack on America 9/11 – 9 + 1 + 1 = 11
Europe”s 9-11 event happened in Madrid,Spain On 3-11-2004(Train Bombing) , 191 people died (1+9+1=11 again)
Huge Earthquake/Tsunami/Nuclear Disaster in Japan on 3-11-2011
12-11-1941 Germany and Italy declare war on the United States
World War One ended on 11-11-1918 @ 11 a.m.
Muhammad leads an army to conquer Mecca 1-11-630
Islamic revolution of Iran establishes an Islamic theocracy 2-11-1979
Hurricane Katrina hit New Orleans on 8-29-2005
The stock Market Crashed on 10-29-1929 and that was what lead to the GREAT DEPRESSION.

The reason for this is because the day that Satan will land on earth is 12/21/2012. Revelation 12:9 is the passage that states Satan is thrown to earth. Converted to a date 12:9 is the exact day of December 21st 2012 (2012.9) Does Satan want Christians to believe Dec 21 2012 is a false flag? That would make sense with the leaking of the Project Blue Beam information. Nothing is leaked unless the elites want it to leaked! Is there some sort of occultish power in numbers that makes sacrifices performed on 9s and 11s more powerful like many Satanists believe? I’m not sure really regardless the bible makes it quite clear that the Nephilim will indeed land on earth on Dec 21 2012.

Lets look at some other hints in the bible:

The Bible provides clues in Genesis 6:2. Genesis is the 1st book of the bible and then the verse is 6:2 (1+6+2 = 9)

(Genesis 6:2) the sons of God (Nephilim) saw that the daughters of humans were beautiful, and they married any of them they chose

Lets move down two verses and see what we find Genesis 6:4 (1+6+4 = 11)

(Genesis 6:4) There were giants in the earth in those days; and also after that, when the sons of God (Nephilim) came in unto the daughters of men, and they bare children to them, the same became mighty men which were of old, men of renown.

Sure enough we find another passage dealing directly with the Nephilim. These are the only two verses in Genesis that deal with the Nephilim! What are the odds of that? God is warning us about the day that the Nephilim will return!

Another way of looking at December 21 2012 is 12/21/12 or (1+2=3) (2+1=3) and (1+2=3) for a total of 3 3s. An occultist assigns the number 333 to death resurrection and ASCENSION. Satan temped eve in the Garden of Eden by telling her she would become like God. This is the same way that Satan will tempt humanity with in modern times. Sure enough David Wilcock and all of the 2012 cult leaders claim that humans will reach spritual ASCENSION on December 21st 2012.

David Wilcock 2012 Theorist

“There is not going to be a second coming of Christ, however the Casey readings are adament in saying the second coming of Christ is you! Its all of us, its the awakening of the Christ principle in humanity”

David Wilcock also acknowledged that some of the Aliens that will land on December 21st 2012 have 6 fingers. Lets look at the passage in the bible that describe the offspring of the Nephilim which were 6 fingered ‘giants.’

(II Samuel 21:20) And there was yet a battle in Gath, where was a man of great stature, that had on every hand six fingers, and on every foot six toes, four and twenty in number; and he also was born to the giant.

Samuel is the 10th book of the bible so we have 2+10 = 12 and then the verse 21 and then 20. The very numbers required to create the date (12/21/2012)

Strange huh? But look there’s more!!!

Deuteronomy (5th book of the Bible) 2:11 (5+2+1+1 = 9)

(Deuteronomy 2:11) Which also were accounted giants, as the Anakims; but the Moabites called them Emims.

Deuteronomy (5th book of the Bible) 2:20 (5+2+2 = 9)

(Deuteronomy 2:20) That also was accounted a land of giants: giants dwelt therein in old time; and the Ammonites call them Zamzummims;

So if December 21 2012 marks the midpoint of the tribulation then the tribulation must have started in 2009. This would make sense because here we have Satan’s magic number 9. Seven years from this point would be 2016. 1+6=7 which is God’s sacred number and number of completion.


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But now you know there is something missing before you did not miss it enough, now you search, there are many many levels of things in the Bible it seems I myself only came to realize this very recently, if you can open it up and without preconceived notions or what you were told it said all these years if you can read it from that perspective you may just see at least in places a TOTALLY different story unfolding!

I would disagree with you we do not need a book by a person on what any part of the Bible says, that is EXACTLY where it has gone wrong. Also OP take into account only what has been ALLOWED into the Bible by Those in High places (not heavenly btw)is what did and did not make it into the final cut!

Pray and he will answer! Prayer = Conversation with God.

none start from the Beginning or at least the first 5 books of "old" Testament, or else you will only be getting a skewed view of things ( more so than usual)