Wow Avril was really crying in that new video wasn't she?

We have known each other for a long time and gone through a lot, and what she said.

We had a bit of fun last summer though. I can't tell you what we did, but it was a howl. She was at whole foods the other day with Dustin (Jody Brenner er I mean Brody Jenner) and thats a long story too, but you know there is a price you pay for fame and fortune and they seem to be getting along ok, and well so I don't say anything much about that any more. At least he is much better than Deryk. Deryk was a bad influence with his bad boy attitude and all that.
I mean I'm no saint but good manners don't cost anything do they? Like Pink Floyd says.

It was her parents idea in the first place because her parents and Deryks parents are good friends.

Anyway, we don't spend much time together these days, not like we used to.

And she has made every kind of excuse for why she started going out with Brody, and at first it was just what the hell, you have a girlfriend, and I don't want to play second fiddle, so, me and Brody are getting matching tattoos see? I know you hate it when I do that and we are getting matching jewelry too now see?

And it sort of went on like that for a while while i complained bitterly about the whole thing but then I stopped complaining and just got used to it. So then, she is firing another shot across my bow now, and well, she thinks I am still pissed off about Brody, although I am used to it, because I don't call her as often as I used to, and I sent her that message I Miss U, which is what that video was about of hers that I played first, When You're Gone, and that was what got her crying so then, she says she misses me too but then she says well the reason that I need someone around all the time, is not just for protection but you know what its like when you are famous and you find yourself feeling alone? And you are with someone else and so then its like you have no one to turn to.

And well, the bathtub thing right? I should send her a teddy bear.
Although she is just saying hey, I am not giving up no matter what, and I am not letting go.

So both of those things are what I want to hear anyway.

She's a pretty strong girl. Its not usually famous rock star girls who end it all, its the guys who do that and usually drugs are involved.

But here is a cool song that touches on that subject...
Its called Easy Tonight.

And actually I think it was written after a shooting at a school, and about what its like to find out that someone you love in school, just got blown away by a nutcase.
At least that was what I always thought it was about because it came out after one of those school shootings.