I need help!!!!!! PLEASE

I dont know what to say but have flowers from a heart :D <3

Many people have had near death experiences and lost their fear of death. There are many videos on YouTube recounting their experiences. You may benefit from watching some of those videos. Just enter Near Death experiences in the search box at YouTube.

What kind of sights and sounds do you see?

How do you know you aren't already dead and your brain just created this reality to escape confronting it.
Living out your last moments eternally as time begins to stand still.

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder ... [link to www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov]

Maybe you should look into seeing a Councillor OP and get things off your chest , it would help .

The images of raspidly reeling through time and space, The image of being in a warm comfortable space, and the rest is really hard to explain!!!!! The sounds are quit fearful though!!

That's an odd concept!!

How would a counciler understand what he or shes' not been through??

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Sounds like PTSD, to be honest. I would try a therapist who specializes in PTSD.

Are you trying to drive me INSANE!!!!!!!
I couldn't watch past the 1st 30 seconds My head reacted badly to that!!!

I just can't understand how therapist who hasn't been through this can undserstanb by only reading in books!!!

Confront your demons or be forever tormented by them.
Your pineal gland has been activated but you are having trouble confronting the thanatos energy.

Accept it. You are different now, but you are still you. Incorporate this new data into yourself and become the new you. Or are you too weak?

You need to be more specific. How could remembering a near death experience scare you? And how could hearing sounds or seeing images turn a memory into a nightmare for you?

I know that I am different and weakness is not in my vocabulary but these images and feelings caome at any time and sometimes they come whenthey shouldn;t!!

They do not need to , all they are there for is to listen to you and help you through these troubling emotions .

I can be specific as you want if you can maybe provide some answers!!!!

Bless you, Frisco ... thank you for your service

Thamks for the input!! But I don;t dwell on it it's just that all it takes is a minute trigger then my mind goes reeling back through the experiences!!!

Anyone who recommends a therapist is an idiot. The only way to deal with it is to relax and let it happen, it's the organism part of your existence, the real part we ignore to play the puppet show.

Go deeper and deeper into it, until you can be in the actual hell hole from which it comes.

Read spiritual books if you haven't read them. You ARE a spiritual being.

5 Near death and 2 recently.
Sounds and words create feelings of fear.

Can you learn from the circumstances immediately proceeding your death? Are you around the same people? Are you involved in something that hasn't changed 5 times?

The two recent experiences, what was common about them? Time of day? Location? Thought? Deeds done just prior? Emotions displayed to specific people just prior?

Some people deal in dark magic and dark arts. If you cross them they make you experience certain things...did you eat at someone's home or consume someone's meal that was brought to you?

Did someone serve you a drink, like a very lemony lemonade or offer a home cooked meal or brought you a meal?

Something is common and I believe you but you will have to break down each experience.

Did someone clothe you from head to toe. You will know what I mean if this was done. If not, ignore this and check out the other things.

You need to be more aware, maybe take notes of situations and circumstances. Something is common, and you have a strong spirit to go through this 5 times...but the two close together are attempts to break you down faster....maybe there could be three close together.

Do not take your own life (do not suicide yourself) as an attempt to get rid of what is happening.

This is your calling. Whoever/whatever is doing this has no real power over your soul or they would have taken it by now...but...they need you to offer it or relinquish it to them so they will leave you alone....and once you make the offer

First tell me how the experiences came about (were they nightmares?) and how they affected you (were you terrified?).

Then we can discuss the other side of the coin where certain trigger images and sounds seem to relate to those experiences.

But you have to focus: describe the near death experiences first!

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Happens to me all the time.. I try to learn to disconnect, I still can't at all.

Ok this is gonna sound crazy but its free and you can do it right now . Find a tree , as big as possible, sit at its roots, dig your hands into the earth, feel the cool dirt surround your hands , like a glove , like a blanket , like your skin, feel it secure you to the earth and the world of the living , do this as often as needed to help ground your soul in your living body so it doesn't feel pulled to the in-between , root yourself on the plane of the living :)

Although it all seemed real to you, it may be that someone who is trained in counseling those who suffer from hallucinations or similar disturbing delusions may be able to help you explore it.

Regardless of how real such images are, they are always real to the person who is haunted by them. The number of people who have 'disturbing' near death visions is not high.