I need help!!!!!! PLEASE

I have been deeply steeped in the paranormal community as well. Suggesting that ALL NDE's are demonic is a lack of perspective and a categorizing of the uncategorizable. Period.

As a matter of fact, just to cement my point, I am a long time member and MODERATOR of a paranormal forum and community.

Don't send any of that bad juju my way, I have an army of protection and it will be returned to you 3 fold. I was smart enough to NEVER delve into the Black Arts. I walk the light path.

wicked!

So based on these additional postings; is it possible his spirit traversed a realm he was previously unaware of, and now the spirits of that realm knows which 'spark' is him, while here?

Maybe he can see them now, and they've always been there, but his spirit detaching from the physical is allowing him to see both worlds and negative energies are more apt to show themselves, and violate your free will to not see them, but the positive energies are there too, and recognizing that you can only see them when you call to them.

Seems your soul vibration is different from your physical body's vibration, and if not careful, you will detach.
I doubt you will end up where you keep going, but they sure want you there, so make sure you don't make any 'verbal' agreements like 'I'll do anything if you'll just leave me alone!' kind of stuff. Don't do it.

You are in control of you, you just can't control what they do. They aren't you and wish they were. They can never be you but they are jealous of who you are and where you are.

I don't consciously deal with negative energies, especially since I don't see any and ignore any thoughts of ones I don't see.

I read a book about the subconscious mind "can't remember the title" but inside it had this phrase, and I used it once as I was going through a troubling cycle and my mind and heart and spirit all seemed to be disturbed and I couldn't focus.

It said to speak as if a parent scolding a child. It has to be spoken with authority. (Knowing about negative energy and about universal law, I know why it has to be spoken with authority).

"Be still.
Be quiet!
I am in control!
You 'must' obey me!
You 'cannot intrude' where you 'do not' belong.

Every time they trespass against you with these visions, images, words, phrases, however they interfere with your right to peacefully exist here, you tell them this.

As time goes on it subsides..then it comes back..do it again...eventually they have to abide by the rule.

Realize how I said don't make agreements with them? It's like soul contracts. If you don't tell them they don't belong then by exclusion their intrusion is allowed.

How does it go? If it's not excluded it's included.
or when it fits. If it's not included it's excluded.

You must 'tell them' otherwise they consider their un-invite is accepted because you didn't say anything.

I hope I made sense.
Try some of the grounding exercises the others mentioned.
You soul has detached too many times too close together. Either you reattach and spend more time with wife and kids or you end up detaching and leaving them because you were given what you needed to know here (the universe answered you where you asked for help) and you didn't 'feel' what resonated and take the advice given unto you that 'resonated with your soul' as the truth for you.

Somewhere in this thread is an answer for you.

The negative here is a mirror of the negative you see there, so choose love when dealing with negative. Even if you have to lovingly tell them you can't spiritually go where they are trying to take you with their negative comments.

Remember. If it's not excluded, it's included in their eyes, here on GLP, as above so below.

I wish you well.
Remember. The third world war may very well be a war for the soul.
Unconditional Love is.

I would also suggest a ritualistic purification. You can find these on the internet. Also, burn white sage around your house to purify the space. You may be being attacked by a trickster which feed off your fear and get more powerful and troublesome the more energy you feed them. The sage should work. If you don't want to perform the ritual yourself you will be able to find someone in your community that will do it for you.

Also, NDE experiencers often return with enhanced psychic abilities. I did and they did trouble me for some time. Now I am at peace with it.

Go in good health and remember to control your fear. Fear IS controllable. You just have to change your perspective on what you believe is occurring.

Near death sure beats real death. Life is good.

If you'd have been where I was the 1st time you might change your answer!!!

Guess no one else wants to talk about it!!

One other thing since the most recent 2 NDEs I can recall dreams with extreme clarity!! Does this make any sense?

So where do we go from here?

I was just lookin for some amswers got a few!!!I guess that's all I get

It was quite a warm comforting place the 1st time,other times it seemed I was traveling through time and space but did quite not reached the destination before I was brouht back!!

So where does the fear factor enter in?

Jesus is our peace

The fear factor only really comes into play when I i recall the feelings of tubes being rammed down your throat most of the time it's just the bombardment of memories that come they are not necessecarily fearful just wuite toublesome!!!

I wish someone here really understands NDEs' or has had similar experiences to what I'm going through, cause I'm really confused over the whole damn situation!!!

a nice warm comforable place?

yeah, i been there...

were all your senses working (not just the normal 5)?
were you alone?
was there overwhelming love (which flavor...light or dark)?
why did you come back?


you're never gonna get over it, but you will get to where you are contented with the explanation you make up.

and as far a casting out you "demons" (somebody else suggested)....if you don't do it right,they come back and make better offers.

I was completely and totaly aware of who I was and that I was not breathing seeing feeling but I knew I was there not out of body but warm and grey and very comforting!! until they paddled me back

that paddling...it is a bitch

low level nde...sounds like

read you on them, search nde...it will help reading other peoples experiences, they will have advise that will comfort.

do NOT let it overwhelm you....there will be more

therapist?, i wouldn't, but that's after i went to 3 of them, if it's not in the book, they don't know anything.

talk to the father...believe in him, or don't...talk to him anyhow.

That was only the 1st one the others were totally different!!!

OP, it sounds to me like there is a battle for your soul, and unfortunately, you're privy to a little bit of it. Meaning, you able to sense it in a way.

Have you tried praying to the Lord about this? That is the very first thing I would suggest doing.

Roght now God abd i aren't on the same page on some issues so I'h not sure he'd listen!!!

Checked out some NDE sites all they want sell you is books11 so fuck them!!

I can tell......and that's why you're having these experiences. It's time to talk to Him about it. You won't find peace until you do.

I'm just telling you the truth.

Sounds to me there is a trigger you are not aware of. A therapist will advise you to steer away from them. People think traumatic experiences have to be faced on but that is not always true. In this sense, seeking professional advise is in order. I met many people with ptsd when I was offering support to people leaving cults.

If you feel an interference form the 'other' side you do not like, get angry and order it to depart. Been there done that.

I was brought back with a punch to my chest. Kept wondering why the doctor was acting so crazy, I felt perfectly fine even though I was not breathing.

2 nde

bad landing after a high jump, landed on skull and neck, i went to the gray place and just existed

motorcycle crash, i ran into a pole, went back to the gray place , longer this time


then i had multiple obo...the final two

driving back from corpus christi in the middle of the day, i was in the truck...and i was in a beautiful place, multitudes of entities, individual but totally connected, it lasted long enought to get 30+ miles down the road at 65 mph

last.

walked in to a stop and go....and was in the gray place, it was warm and full of dark love and one entity...it didn't go well

i've talked to lots of people....they all have there own opinions, but no answers

Wow, acid trip

OMG, 5? That in itself would freak me out. Almost dieing 5 times? Maybe you should write down what you seen and heard, sort of self therapy. There must be others like you. What about those people who do OBE's on purpose? I'm sorry I couldn't be of help to you but I never walked in your shoes.


try this?

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Last Edited by Venus Alcyone on 10/02/2011 07:59 PM

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That's PTSD - What you are describing are called flashbacks.

You want to see a therapist who specializes in PTSD.

It's a serious condition that can get worse; it can also get better and go away.

It can cause brain damage and each flashback is re-traumitizing you making it worse since you're net getting help.

A therapist does not need to experience what you have experienced. PTSD is well documented and a therapists can give you tools and techniques to control the disorder and heal.

It's a dual personality disorder as well.