I wanted to say sorry if sometimes I seem to vanish or lose interest. It's not that at all, it's the way my brain works. I get my claws into something and my brain goes 100% in that direction until I either accomplish what I want or come to a failing point. It's been a curse and blessing my whole life, has cost me a few good women, and makes it hard to juggle multiple things at once. It is what it is.