this really is sad op... i thought that maybe... i didnt want to believe. yes he could just be a dude with right connections to get to the right place and really have the right intentions without being tied to who they are and what they are.... however, as we all know this theater they run as a play to our faces, is obvious in its telling. we all know the background plot and story. even if he is the right one to be. he has the ties to those that are. which makes me feel sad. true hope was thought in that this time just maybe... but i didnt give all of it just alot to it, my trust that is.

a few friends and i had many conversations about what ifs and so on never really drawing to a conclusion. If he was genuine they would kill him, if he wasnt the revolution would still happen anyways. We are all tired of it. We are all drained by this system to where, most people lay dying and others can barely get by while the few "prevail" over the many because they play with monopoly money. This is a sad day indeed.

i cant wait for what is to come... the doomshape will be here shortly. i will happily embrace its destructive return.