I am RH-. You have described me to a T.
I have been judged as cold, but people don't see how sensitive I am...I'm just able to turn it off when the need arises, things that need to be done trump emotions...I let my emotions out in private.
I have the Nordic physical characteristics and many auto-immune problems, the main one being Lupus.
I never fit in...but I'm always able to lead.
I do have a heightened sense of impending things...but I'm never able to put my finger on it.

I hate the heat...I hate the sun. I am Vit. D deficient and I've been on the stupid 50,000IU regimen for a damn year now.

The mission part...that's me, I'm just not sure what it is yet. I've always thought that my life experiences (and I've had quite a few of them) have been readying me for some cataclysmic event.
Thanks for your post. We're not evil as people like to think...just calculating and logical.

I'm left handed too, if that means anything to you.