Tarot and/or Chakra Reading...Who needs to merge with the force?

Thank you Opie. Appreciate your insight and will keep on carrying on. Cheers to you.

Is money coming my way? Thank you

I am in love with someone with multiple personalities, my dad is in the hospitalforwhat seems likea stroke with no results after 4 or 5 days of testing, I am attempting to achieve enlightenment/god consciousness/ego death or integration.

21 my name is Jimmy and I'm from northern Minnesota, USA

I have blue eyes kinda like Paul the aliens (from Paul the movie) my second love after my twin flameis knowledge and truth, I am a Virgo with a Gemini ascendant, and I am 5'8, Irish and Swedish of descent
Thank you very much from the bottom of my heart for your time and Great efforts. Whoever you are, I feel you are and equal and I love you. I don't know why I feel the need to say that but it was laid on my heart. I don't mean romantic love of course, but the love of a kindred spirit or an old friend. Perhaps I've known you before. Answer any query that feels the strongest to you. I dont know which one to choose to ask about becausr theyre all so important. Namaste.

I would really appreciate a reading or some sort of guidance right now. Thank you :)