if your real hon, and not some impostor, u really dont' love yourself if penis size matters to you, sorry but true, ur just so bored with your life that u watched porn and were like ' wow my life sucks , look at that dic, if i had that i would be happy, kinda like when you see a new car that comes out, and it makes you think if I had that i'd be soooo happy, but in reality you'll regret your decision to buy or in ur case be slutty, the bs you go through for instant gratification, good luck hon sorry for being a dic, i mean a big dick.