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Anyway like I said before, before I was born God was showing me that I was going to be a great leader, and deliverer, and I was all excited and I thought cool I am going to go down and kick ass and take names.
Then God showed me what I really was going to go through and in a instant he showed me the Long Long long long loooonnng time of great darkness and despair, I would go through, and I started crying, for all hope immediatly left my heart, but something snapped and I knew that God would never leave me nor forsake me in this world, so I said well, you are my God and I will make it because you have already deemed me to succeed. And immediatly my memory was wiped from my mind and I was born.
Quoting: Anonymous Coward 14422546 Before you were born ? Wow, that's some experience you had.
So, if your mind was wiped and you were born, what was it that made you remember this ?
Was there an event in your life, a miracle healing, or a visitation by " others ", etc, that helped you to remember this pre-birth experience ?
At what point in your life did you know you were being called to service, and how did you reconcile this in regards to messianic complexes and conformation bias ?
This is fascinating !
Excellent question, When I was 18 years Old, I started noticing questions in my mind, you know when you start feeling the tug of the Spirit on you. I always knew since I was young God had his hand on me.
Anyway Me and brother, were getting high (weed_back in the 70s and, I was just not content with life so we started talking about God alot, especially when we were high, Nothing else to talk about I suppose.
I started to notice that there were questions and answers that would come to my mind, that did not originate from my own self, so right there the God question was answered for me, call it childlike faith, but I knew there was a God and he loved me.
One night in Indiana, in the winter time we were getting real deep in our conversation and it was like a light turned on in my Mind, and I told my brother, Something is going to happen tomite, when I go to bed. And he concured, and said Ya I feel it to.
SO I sleep above him,on the bunk, and the thoughts entered in my mind and I started to say I praise you God, Praise you, and the thought entered in my mind and I said Jesus I know that you are the way, Praise you God, all of the sudden outside it starts thundering in the dead of winter in Indiana.
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