Lay it out...



The nobody...

In life we all have experiences of being the nobody. I like this term the nobody because it seems to encompass all as who we are in a collective sense in regards to the vast open sea of the cosmos.

I have written here before (on search for the Hopi Pahana) and do watch the posts of what people write in their never ending search for sacred answers in the mystery of the Human Spirit.

And who am I? Born on Christmas in 65 after a record rain storm. I was the second child born on this date 22 years after my brother. I am number twelve of thirteen. My parental history is a mix of European and First American descent. I cherish the ancestors.

Through the years I have journal my life story and many of my posts have been with my family and the arguments of life on a day to day basis. I have four children and am divorced now. I have written some of my accounts on life and self throughout the years in a few books -- Finding Bellarmine, Dance of Blue Kachina, Elmer’s Last Sun Dance, and a few others. My life has never been easy but in the end follow the call of my heart. I have been a tire buster, salesman, electrician, heating and cooling man, butcher, maintenance man, band manager, fight promoter, environmental specialist, photographer, security guard, airman, and my last job was as a firefighter in a major city. Was on duty the day 9-11 happened.

I have died and come back to life September 14th 2007. It was then that I awakened to the life I was to live through dreams that had come to me. On September 14th 2008, on the first year anniversary of my death I danced a life dance called Dance of Blue Kachina as the spirits had told me too. On that day winds over a hundred miles per hour tore through the city I was living in and the stock markets around the world also crashed on that day. All was meant to be as it was meant to be.

I have prayed with many different faiths and have advocated against violence, stood in courts with the unjustly accused, spoke out against war and the abandonment of peoples. I speak for the collective and the individual. I have been both praised and admonished for what I do.

Some people have said my works are of the devil and others say my works are works of love. I have been on the road the last couple years across the United States and perform in ceremony what some may term as shamanic in nature. Mostly living among family and strangers. My last public speech was at the shootings in Tucson – that had brought to the conclusion of my past and began a new chapter in my life.

Recently the life I lead is a quiet one as I find myself on a ranch in Arizona. I practice what some term the natural way (If this really can be done in the time we live in) and give it my best shot. This nobody thread speaks to me because after all the abuse and struggle that I have gone through I understand firsthand that many people fall into this category – a nobody.

I have tried before to communicate here before on what I see and feel and hear in writing to these posts but never seem to garnish enough support to carry on with my sentiments of what is going on with us as a collective body.

Change is here people… from what I have witnessed and seen firsthand the prophecy spoken about are coming to their conclusions. All the prophecies are to come together now and the slate will be wiped clean to move forward. I do not live my life predicting the future but live in it and that post of May 20th is one you should all take notice of.

Anyway…

Signed,

A human somebody like you named Pete who at times feels like a nobody.