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Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 1492295 United States 06/24/2012 12:02 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Angels, I thought I would post this. Seems like many of us go through these things. Just hard to express, I imagine. This was an e-mail to aether when I was...shit, I don't know. I was learning and experiencing things that were changing me. Not in a small way, but the biggest of ways. I was literally changing my soul. Anyway, thought I would share. I posted it in an old thread of mine. Quoting: Swinging on Spirals Oh, and this lasted for about 2 years. Maybe a little less. I finally broke through, about 3 months ago. This was written sometime in mid 2010. Thread: Wandering Minds I dont know if I can do this anymore...I am at a lost point...I thought about the other side...how close it is to just leave this place...wifey and i cannot handle the dynamics of experience...the first thing i will lose is the experiences, if it means i break up the family. I will shut off to everything, before I shut off my family...you understand what i just went through with the comments i just made...I cannot balance the dynamics and pressures that this life is throwing at me...there MUST be a break in the sequence I have been living...or I am done...fuck man, I hurt... Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1085923 oh SOS I felt the power of your words from that email. I am really glad you shared this with me cause well that's how I am feeling change or stay this way...I have to do it. It is a scarey feeling cause it feels like I am like right on the edge. One wrong move and I will fall...so I am being really careful with what I say and do regarding that subject. So your doing a lot better now I hope...what got your through honey? Did you get that break in the sequence? I created a break in the sequence. I never 'found' it, so I just broke it. I can't tell you exactly makes the break manifest. I came to the conclusion that: A. I knew that it was going to take a lot of time to get out of it. B. No one was going to help me. Not even those that are closest to me. C. Patience within the pain sucks, but is necessary. D. Sometimes, I just got to let go of knowing. I came to understand that there are many, many things about my experiences that I may never know the answer to. And that, in order to ensure the complete breaking of the sequence, I must be OK with that. I see that sounds right...no one can do it but you. It does suck but I have to agree with you about being necessary. I haven't been on much the past few days...mostly because I'm trying to take more time to myself for reflection...but even after doing this I am still at the same place. I guess I just have to jump in and conquer any fears like you said say fuck it...easier said than done though. I hope your Sunday is going well SOS. talk to you later :) |
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TheLordsEnabler User ID: 18558063 United States 06/26/2012 04:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | As I Came to a stream / For a little / while / I needed a / drink / to refill / my dreams / A nice piece of shade / A little piece of land / Only you / I can save / Let me in / your fence / So Give me / your hand / another / daytime comes / and At night / I / go on / the evenings / filled / with cigar / smoke / liquor and / whores / feudal / land lords / but the drink is empty / and the bottles still / pouring / distill my feelings / make me sing / contemplate / my ingenuity / the fire still burns / its all around me / learn about / divinity / in an arctic / freeze / Heart would you / beat / me a little / senseless / the Veins / they pump / my soul / So Far / Away / from our / home / crystal / lake Start to / make / sense i gotta go / so far / away from near / sense we gotta go / so far away from were // since they gotta go / its closing time here / since you oughtta know / their running in fear Can be found in your heart ... |
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Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 1492295 United States 06/26/2012 05:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Wrote this figured it fit here good ... wrote it to the melody for the readers Quoting: TheLordsEnabler As I Came to a stream / For a little / while / I needed a / drink / to refill / my dreams / A nice piece of shade / A little piece of land / Only you / I can save / Let me in / your fence / So Give me / your hand / another / daytime comes / and At night / I / go on / the evenings / filled / with cigar / smoke / liquor and / whores / feudal / land lords / but the drink is empty / and the bottles still / pouring / distill my feelings / make me sing / contemplate / my ingenuity / the fire still burns / its all around me / learn about / divinity / in an arctic / freeze / Heart would you / beat / me a little / senseless / the Veins / they pump / my soul / So Far / Away / from our / home / crystal / lake Start to / make / sense i gotta go / so far / away from near / sense we gotta go / so far away from were // since they gotta go / its closing time here / since you oughtta know / their running in fear Damn! Nice! I am gonna read it with the music playing now :D |
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Swinging on Spirals User ID: 14874606 United States 06/26/2012 07:04 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | [link to www.youtube.com] I see life like a mirror And I see life so much clearer We move so quickly Who knows where the time goes Where does this road lead? No one knows, no one knows Listen to the single heart beating Rhythm for an ever-changing song I see life with surprise And I see life, oh, in your eyes Take all your troubles Put them in a common file Light a fire with reason Watch it rise, watch it rise Listen to the single voice singing Lifted in an ever-growing song I see life without anger I see life all together I see life go on forever Life goes on forever Life goes on "Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming, "Wow! What a Ride!" We do not Die, We Awaken to the Dream that We Lived. |
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HilosPP User ID: 1486547 United States 06/26/2012 07:08 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hey everyone :). Has anyone ever had a part of their head fall asleep? Strange, lol. Quoting: IndigoSerenity76 No...can't say I have had that happen honey... lol, happened the other night. I don't know how else to describe it. Like pins and needles or went numb? The Silver Singing Saiyan; Israel's Redeemer. Justice found Equals Satan Usurped Shamelessly It's not me, I am not Him Freedom From Fear The Key To Troublesome Peace |
Swinging on Spirals User ID: 14874606 United States 06/26/2012 07:11 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Last Edited by Swinging on Spirals on 06/26/2012 07:12 PM "Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming, "Wow! What a Ride!" We do not Die, We Awaken to the Dream that We Lived. |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 06/26/2012 07:30 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hey everyone :). Has anyone ever had a part of their head fall asleep? Strange, lol. Quoting: IndigoSerenity76 No...can't say I have had that happen honey... lol, happened the other night. I don't know how else to describe it. Did it move around a bit? Feel really tingly but also pleasant? That is just energy, most likely one of your angels or a deceased relative touched you or stroked your hair. That is what it feels like. Being that you are raising your vibration and becoming use to an increase in energy this will happen more and more often. Don't be creeped out by out. They are around us all the time and would like NOTHING more than to be 'noticed'. They love you. If it scares you they will stay away for the same reason stated above. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 1805432 Denmark 06/26/2012 07:43 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hey everyone :). Has anyone ever had a part of their head fall asleep? Strange, lol. Quoting: IndigoSerenity76 No...can't say I have had that happen honey... lol, happened the other night. I don't know how else to describe it. Did it move around a bit? Feel really tingly but also pleasant? That is just energy, most likely one of your angels or a deceased relative touched you or stroked your hair. That is what it feels like. Being that you are raising your vibration and becoming use to an increase in energy this will happen more and more often. Don't be creeped out by out. They are around us all the time and would like NOTHING more than to be 'noticed'. They love you. If it scares you they will stay away for the same reason stated above. ah I have that feeling, like someone is gently stroking your chin, and sometimes my nose, that tickles alot hehe. I get it alot before falling a sleep or trying to meditate, it feels distracting, but not unpleasant I would say. |
HilosPP User ID: 1486547 United States 06/26/2012 07:52 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hey everyone :). Has anyone ever had a part of their head fall asleep? Strange, lol. Quoting: IndigoSerenity76 No...can't say I have had that happen honey... lol, happened the other night. I don't know how else to describe it. Did it move around a bit? Feel really tingly but also pleasant? That is just energy, most likely one of your angels or a deceased relative touched you or stroked your hair. That is what it feels like. Being that you are raising your vibration and becoming use to an increase in energy this will happen more and more often. Don't be creeped out by out. They are around us all the time and would like NOTHING more than to be 'noticed'. They love you. If it scares you they will stay away for the same reason stated above. You know I almost forgot but I had a similar experience a couple of days ago, I contacted my grandma anne made my whole head tingly. The Silver Singing Saiyan; Israel's Redeemer. Justice found Equals Satan Usurped Shamelessly It's not me, I am not Him Freedom From Fear The Key To Troublesome Peace |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 06/26/2012 08:08 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ah I have that feeling, like someone is gently stroking your chin, and sometimes my nose, that tickles alot hehe. Quoting: Michael_ I get it alot before falling a sleep or trying to meditate, it feels distracting, but not unpleasant I would say. Yes. Being still will increase it dramatically. Focus on breath and when you DO feel it, don't freak out. Many are pre-programed to have fear of the 'paranormal' or 'supernatural' due to religion and cultural media. That is just the beginning. There is so much more. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
IndigoSerenity76 User ID: 12265150 United States 06/26/2012 08:42 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hey everyone :). Has anyone ever had a part of their head fall asleep? Strange, lol. Quoting: IndigoSerenity76 No...can't say I have had that happen honey... lol, happened the other night. I don't know how else to describe it. Did it move around a bit? Feel really tingly but also pleasant? That is just energy, most likely one of your angels or a deceased relative touched you or stroked your hair. That is what it feels like. Being that you are raising your vibration and becoming use to an increase in energy this will happen more and more often. Don't be creeped out by out. They are around us all the time and would like NOTHING more than to be 'noticed'. They love you. If it scares you they will stay away for the same reason stated above. Aww, now I feel bad. It did scare me. I thought I was having a stroke or something was wrong with my brain. Thank you :) "Imagine no possessions" "As Above, So Below" )O( Rach |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 1805432 Denmark 06/27/2012 04:27 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ah I have that feeling, like someone is gently stroking your chin, and sometimes my nose, that tickles alot hehe. Quoting: Michael_ I get it alot before falling a sleep or trying to meditate, it feels distracting, but not unpleasant I would say. Yes. Being still will increase it dramatically. Focus on breath and when you DO feel it, don't freak out. Many are pre-programed to have fear of the 'paranormal' or 'supernatural' due to religion and cultural media. That is just the beginning. There is so much more. Nope I don't, im not scared at all, it really is a more annoying tickling sensation, more than being scary hehe. I find, if you lay down, relax deeply, focusing on making your body relaxed, almost like self hypnosis, this feeling occurs all the time, making it very hard to maintain the state, since it tickles so much in the face. |
IndigoSerenity76 User ID: 1679006 United States 06/27/2012 08:44 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hey everyone :). Has anyone ever had a part of their head fall asleep? Strange, lol. Quoting: IndigoSerenity76 No...can't say I have had that happen honey... lol, happened the other night. I don't know how else to describe it. Like pins and needles or went numb? Like, went completely numb, then felt like pins and needles when it was waking up, I guess? "Imagine no possessions" "As Above, So Below" )O( Rach |
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Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 1492295 United States 06/27/2012 03:41 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | [link to www.youtube.com] I see life like a mirror And I see life so much clearer We move so quickly Who knows where the time goes Where does this road lead? No one knows, no one knows Listen to the single heart beating Rhythm for an ever-changing song I see life with surprise And I see life, oh, in your eyes Take all your troubles Put them in a common file Light a fire with reason Watch it rise, watch it rise Listen to the single voice singing Lifted in an ever-growing song I see life without anger I see life all together I see life go on forever Life goes on forever Life goes on Thank you SOS Oh great spirit, who made all races, look kindly upon the whole human family and take away the arrogance and hatred which separates us from our brothers.... |
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Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 1492295 United States 06/27/2012 03:54 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Your sensations are not uncommon... once you plug in, they will become increasingly apparent. Welcome. Intention means everything. Ride gracefully. Damn...good song! Thank you for your kind words ac...I understand and my intention is only for the truth. We deserve that much but I will not go forward in negativity...that would solve nothing... |
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Swinging on Spirals User ID: 865798 United States 07/03/2012 11:20 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | "Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming, "Wow! What a Ride!" We do not Die, We Awaken to the Dream that We Lived. |