I also had a vision a few years ago that I was on a ship and the commander said there were 45 of us going on an important mission , this was when I started seeing the feline being in my meditations , so I researched and came across information of the Lryrian race and it felt like I was a part of that mission when they came here to earth. I've also seen my face morph into a blue being in the mirror too. And see a grid in the sky and many ships and vortexes, I'd not feel like I'm from here or I may be a walk-in from when I had my operation for my first brain tumor in 2001. If there is anything you can tell me about myself I would really appreciate it T Ceti.
Oh and I also had an experience of floating upwards towards a bright light couldn't see any body but could feel myself and another was with me going towards this bright golden white light, then we were at this podium and a loud voice said "Comgratulations on your graduation" but there was nobody there just a loud voice very kind and happy but full of authority. I am puzzled by these things and would appreciate any input you have x