X Marks the Spot

I am. I KNOW this. I have asked for it, as well have worked many, many scores of nights in reconciling my past.

It is not weird in what you say. I have found it as a truth.

Dion, I will forgo the beer, but I will take the shot. I will begin working Tai Chi and begin another stage of clearing.

I have happened upon habits that need to be rectified. Perhaps now is the time.

Yes, years ago I had some VERY immense feelings of being trapped in my body. I pray that doesn't happen again. It is like looking out through eyes that are not yours.

I know you do. Good night all. And, again, thank you for being around.

I am taking a shot of tequila, and then I am going to shed my skin and dream.

Good night you guys. And thank you for letting me express. It would have been a very long night if I let it stew this night.

See you in the morning.

Tonights not a good night for this particular discussion. The energy has been really disjointed within my headspace and the odd thing is everything is at a lull.

But, it could be as simple as all the stress catching up.

Is this an image of a supernova remnant around a black hole? An exploding double layer in a galactic circuit? A mythical creation event in another planetary system? An unnamed formation in an unimagined process? Theories and facts interdependently provide names for things; without a name, we may not even perceive the thing.

Stephen Toulmin noted in 1961 (Foresight and Understanding) “the continual interaction of theory with fact—the way in which theories are built on facts, while at the same time giving significance to them and even determining what are ‘facts’ for us at all….”

Considering that we can’t talk or write about something without naming it, this insight directly ties understanding to lexicon. The inevitable conclusion is Thomas Kuhn’s insight a year later (The Structure of Scientific Revolutions) that scientists with different “paradigms” (read: lexicons) will “practice their trades in different worlds.”

With this background and the Electric Universe (EU) lexicon for a contrast, I’ll deconstruct the press release for this image.

The object is a “distorted supernova remnant” in the consensus lexicon. “Distorted” is in contrast to what is expected from theory. The p.r. elaborates two paragraphs farther down: “generally symmetrical…evenly in all directions.” Theory’s influence on facts is illustrated by a Google images search for “supernova remnant”: many if not most of the images are “distorted” from expectations of spherical symmetry. The use of the adverb “generally” would seem to be an artifact of theoretical expectations...................

And what it is doing is behaving as if alive. While down here, it just flows downhill. lol

But, if we are electric beings, and most of our bodies are water...is the water structuring how our bodies are structure and function per the electrical signatures and flow of electricity in our bodies?

What I am asking/saying, when water within our bodies has electromagnetic stimulus, is it creating the 'blueprint' of how we are structured and how we function at a 'blueprint' level?. Or is it solely reliant on DNA? Maybe DNA forms the original pattern, and water/electromagnetism helps keep the pattern in place as we 'live'.

Wow, I think I just went out in left field somewhere.

I'm sure most people want this, but I wish there was something/someone to talkto . Self reflection, with no one to talk to, is a sorrowful experience. My life, past images flittering through my mind. Sometimes I do not want to bury it away, to be lost when I die. The things I have been through, the things I have seen. All lost, even now, except within myself. Melancholy. Stories. Life. Love. Memories. All feeling as if evaporating into the aether even before my place and time of death. All these different souls only knowing pieces of me, minor glimpses in a sea of reflections.

And eternity. I get fear boring into my soul like a maggot when the thought of eternity clutches my sleepy mind. This, this fear of eternity antithesis within myself between reflections, a mirror of self arcing into nowhere.

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notice that emotional isolation sensation arises following your being faced with your natural emotional expression of knowing what is unknown, without thought accurately
within a society that says you must possess a social disorder to believe that is true

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notice that emotional isolation sensation arises following your being faced with your natural emotional expression of knowing what is unknown, without thought accurately
within a society that says you must possess a social disorder to believe that is true

Yes, I notice that.

When feeling the emotions, for me, it is difficult to isolate exactly where the emotion rises from because of the accumulation of events in my life, and what I am 'feeling' now as you mention so accurately above. It is almost a feeling of being overwhelmed, but knowing that I am not being overwhelmed, it cannot be that. That is when I conclude that I need to express, but there is no one to really express to, except for the few on GLP that 'get it'.

I don't have to explain all the background with you guys. It is 'understood', and therefor there is no need to get into all the detail, as that is nearly impossible to do now anyways. Not impossible...that is a bad word. But, it works in getting the point across.

Thank you Brian.

It is creating discernable form. Do you remember when I said we had to convince 9 spirits to give us their lives so that we may live?

Neutron as active time distorting conduit. Cold.

Proton as stabilizing form ,subtly dissipates.fulcrum.

Electron as active element . Hot

It is creating discernable form. Do you remember when I said we had to convince 9 spirits to give us their lives so that we may live?
Neutron as active time distorting conduit. Cold.

Proton as stabilizing form ,subtly dissipates.fulcrum.

Electron as active element . Hot

Good morning.

Good morning.

off topic

Bessel beam
A Bessel beam is a field of electromagnetic, acoustic or even gravitational radiation whose amplitude is described by a Bessel function of the first kind.[1][2] A true Bessel beam is non-diffractive. This means that as it propagates, it does not diffract and spread out; this is in contrast to the usual behavior of light (or sound), which spreads out after being focussed down to a small spot. Bessel beams are also self-healing, meaning that the beam can be partially obstructed at one point, but will re-form at a point further down the beam axis.

[link to en.wikipedia.org]

capturing asteroids for meneral wealth

good morning

My stomach feels like it has just gone through WW2. How are you feeling today aether?

hovering over the nine the gods of direction and the tenth being the temple design aakasam

is one of the nine horizontal
8 cardinal
i horizontal
1 in/out (up/down)

10 and 9 keep showing up as of late but so does 19:-)

USSTRATCOM

"While our mission to deter strategic attack on the United States and our allies remains as important as ever, the nature of today's threats and the way we go about the business of strategic deterrence and the missions and capabilities assigned to us are dramatically different than they were 20 years ago. There is no one-size-fits-all deterrence of the past at the end of the Cold War." [link to www.stratcom.mil]

i feel nice thanks
hope you get over that quickly