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aether (OP) User ID: 41819951 United Kingdom 07/08/2013 04:34 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Why do you think 'she' leaves pi? Quoting: Seer777 Have you found a pattern to said? Feel free to PM me if it is personal. Anyone notice a curious accessory she wears throughout this vid? [link to www.youtube.com] the tether on her right wrist? |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 07/08/2013 04:36 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Quoting: Dionysian Fractaliscious cool. |
DoubleHelix User ID: 10449558 United States 07/08/2013 04:41 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hi everyone:) Quoting: DoubleHelix 10449558 Hope y'all don't mind if i post here. I have been trying to find my footing on new ground lately and it seems the ground just fallows me. So IS the grass really greener on the other side sometimes? I think it is almost all the time. At least at first. You get that smell of fresh grass for a while in the beginning at least. The rest just depends on the individual and where one chooses to progress from there(if at all). The thing is, like i said, the ground seems to keep fallowing me as i take tiny steps forward and i really don't know if i am getting anywhere at all right now. Mentally i am moving forward, but not physically. Perhaps that part does not matter. It is perhaps a physical test/experience that i must continue to go through. Something seems to be holding me back. I am trapped physically, and spiritually drained through overexposure and drama. I work to get out of this mess but not exactly all that hard. I remember hearing that if you are forced to expend to much energy to change your path that it is an outside source trying to tell you that is not the right path to take, or at least not just yet. So i have been going buy that mantra and hold on to the need for nothing. Yet i search continually for an opening out of current situations if you will. I guess my question to all of you is have you ever forced yourself out of a particular environment despite the odds against you and came out on top and glad that you did it? I have planned and planned, and made preparations for any situation that may come to hand(physically, mentally, and spiritually). Maybe it is me who is holding me back. And i must think things through a bit more. I am done studying for now, lol. I know what i need to know for now. For the time being. So now it is back to contemplation and reflection. So anyway, regardless, I needed to let this out somewhere because it has been bugging me and perhaps someone here may have a bit of enlightening advice for me or even a reassuring comment. All is welcome and i don't mind being ignored either. I will just go back to my contemplation/reflection regardless. Peace:) DH Countless times... :Duality2: So you have been through many struggling time i guess. Not me. My life has been mostly a breeze. That is hay this is so hard for me. It is way out of my element to just.. step out of bounds to do something drastically different(well planed out of course). I tend to always go with the flow(almost my whole life). I just don't like where it has lead me to today. And yes, it is a matter of perspective. I am a optimist at heart. I always keep a positive perspective. I think what i need to do is just slap myself in the face a few time's and say "WAKE UP AND TAKE CHARGE, THEY ARE ALL WAITING ON YOU". And what i mean by that is family and friends. And then there is the other side that says "WAKE UP AND TAKE CHARGE, YOU ARE WAITING ON YOU". Both thoughts mean a COMPLETELY different road, lol. Yeah, it's a mess. So here i am, waiting on a sign to direct me to the right path patently(somewhat impatiently). So this is why i feel maybe I should take a drastic turn in the direction I feel is right. Either way will be a big change for me and i feel either path will be sufficient for the purpose of growth. But of course one will end up being slower than the other(in my mind at the moment). Perhaps slow or fast IS relative. And maybe i should just continue to just BE. And wait for the right opportunity a bit longer. Instead of forcing a hand. I am prepared to ACT in most any given situation without having to react. But that variable of REACTION is always a factor that must be kept in mind also. I think over-thinking is better than not thinking at all. Then again.. screw it, lol. Anyway i digress. Thanks for letting me think out loud : D Peace |
DoubleHelix User ID: 10449558 United States 07/08/2013 04:43 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I've missed you. Recently, I've been having some posters ask about you. So, you have been missed as well. Quoting: Septenary Spiral To bad i can't sign in, lol. I do have a new user name though. I just don't care to sign in much anymore. I'll hang around a bit more. I have to go back to work now for a bit though. Peace friend. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 07/08/2013 04:44 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hi everyone:) Quoting: DoubleHelix 10449558 Hope y'all don't mind if i post here. I have been trying to find my footing on new ground lately and it seems the ground just fallows me. So IS the grass really greener on the other side sometimes? I think it is almost all the time. At least at first. You get that smell of fresh grass for a while in the beginning at least. The rest just depends on the individual and where one chooses to progress from there(if at all). The thing is, like i said, the ground seems to keep fallowing me as i take tiny steps forward and i really don't know if i am getting anywhere at all right now. Mentally i am moving forward, but not physically. Perhaps that part does not matter. It is perhaps a physical test/experience that i must continue to go through. Something seems to be holding me back. I am trapped physically, and spiritually drained through overexposure and drama. I work to get out of this mess but not exactly all that hard. I remember hearing that if you are forced to expend to much energy to change your path that it is an outside source trying to tell you that is not the right path to take, or at least not just yet. So i have been going buy that mantra and hold on to the need for nothing. Yet i search continually for an opening out of current situations if you will. I guess my question to all of you is have you ever forced yourself out of a particular environment despite the odds against you and came out on top and glad that you did it? I have planned and planned, and made preparations for any situation that may come to hand(physically, mentally, and spiritually). Maybe it is me who is holding me back. And i must think things through a bit more. I am done studying for now, lol. I know what i need to know for now. For the time being. So now it is back to contemplation and reflection. So anyway, regardless, I needed to let this out somewhere because it has been bugging me and perhaps someone here may have a bit of enlightening advice for me or even a reassuring comment. All is welcome and i don't mind being ignored either. I will just go back to my contemplation/reflection regardless. Peace:) DH Countless times... :Duality2: So you have been through many struggling time i guess. Not me. My life has been mostly a breeze. That is hay this is so hard for me. It is way out of my element to just.. step out of bounds to do something drastically different(well planed out of course). I tend to always go with the flow(almost my whole life). I just don't like where it has lead me to today. And yes, it is a matter of perspective. I am a optimist at heart. I always keep a positive perspective. I think what i need to do is just slap myself in the face a few time's and say "WAKE UP AND TAKE CHARGE, THEY ARE ALL WAITING ON YOU". And what i mean by that is family and friends. And then there is the other side that says "WAKE UP AND TAKE CHARGE, YOU ARE WAITING ON YOU". Both thoughts mean a COMPLETELY different road, lol. Yeah, it's a mess. So here i am, waiting on a sign to direct me to the right path patently(somewhat impatiently). So this is why i feel maybe I should take a drastic turn in the direction I feel is right. Either way will be a big change for me and i feel either path will be sufficient for the purpose of growth. But of course one will end up being slower than the other(in my mind at the moment). Perhaps slow or fast IS relative. And maybe i should just continue to just BE. And wait for the right opportunity a bit longer. Instead of forcing a hand. I am prepared to ACT in most any given situation without having to react. But that variable of REACTION is always a factor that must be kept in mind also. I think over-thinking is better than not thinking at all. Then again.. screw it, lol. Anyway i digress. Thanks for letting me think out loud : D Peace The above bold is what you need to do. Sometime life requires that you grab the bull by the horns and take control of it. My life has been rough for most of it. Sleeping on couches, in cars, broke all the time, etc. You end up staying in that funk, or working yourself out of it. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 07/08/2013 04:45 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I've missed you. Recently, I've been having some posters ask about you. So, you have been missed as well. Quoting: Septenary Spiral To bad i can't sign in, lol. I do have a new user name though. I just don't care to sign in much anymore. I'll hang around a bit more. I have to go back to work now for a bit though. Peace friend. |
Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 07/08/2013 04:47 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Why do you think 'she' leaves pi? Quoting: Seer777 Have you found a pattern to said? Feel free to PM me if it is personal. Well.... I believe I spoke a few months back about 'berserker'. I was referring to the 'unusual' pattern of KundalinI activation I had discovered, wherein once the energy is turned on, it can be looped again and again until exhaustion. And indeed.... the strength of my activations have continued to go up. So, while I can stop channeling if I want to, there is nothing that will cause her to leave during an 'up' period. My problems are mostly in the mornings.... before channeling energy, such as upon waking, I have been absolutely stricken with nervousness. The problem seems to be.... getting in the 'mood' to start meditating... as while pulling myself back from, say, a physical feeling of panic is certainly within capability, I need to be relaxed enough to 'switch into the groove'.... if that makes sense. Welp, from farther review, it seems like we are all mostly in the same boat for now, lol. Quoting: DH 10449558 It is certainly beginning to look that way.... I find looping to be subject to breath and spin. It is easy to hold on to if it is strong. Otherwise the link will fade quite quickly if it is weak...or bad timing. Movement on my part can sever said. It didn't always use to be that way. Do you wake up vibrating? With restless legs, generally. I am however quivering a bit as a type this. For me.... activation will be a rush that I can almost always bring to full power. So I do. [link to youtu.be] Last Edited by pi on 07/08/2013 04:48 PM |
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Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 07/08/2013 04:54 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hi everyone:) Quoting: DoubleHelix 10449558 Hope y'all don't mind if i post here. I have been trying to find my footing on new ground lately and it seems the ground just fallows me. So IS the grass really greener on the other side sometimes? I think it is almost all the time. At least at first. You get that smell of fresh grass for a while in the beginning at least. The rest just depends on the individual and where one chooses to progress from there(if at all). The thing is, like i said, the ground seems to keep fallowing me as i take tiny steps forward and i really don't know if i am getting anywhere at all right now. Mentally i am moving forward, but not physically. Perhaps that part does not matter. It is perhaps a physical test/experience that i must continue to go through. Something seems to be holding me back. I am trapped physically, and spiritually drained through overexposure and drama. I work to get out of this mess but not exactly all that hard. I remember hearing that if you are forced to expend to much energy to change your path that it is an outside source trying to tell you that is not the right path to take, or at least not just yet. So i have been going buy that mantra and hold on to the need for nothing. Yet i search continually for an opening out of current situations if you will. I guess my question to all of you is have you ever forced yourself out of a particular environment despite the odds against you and came out on top and glad that you did it? I have planned and planned, and made preparations for any situation that may come to hand(physically, mentally, and spiritually). Maybe it is me who is holding me back. And i must think things through a bit more. I am done studying for now, lol. I know what i need to know for now. For the time being. So now it is back to contemplation and reflection. So anyway, regardless, I needed to let this out somewhere because it has been bugging me and perhaps someone here may have a bit of enlightening advice for me or even a reassuring comment. All is welcome and i don't mind being ignored either. I will just go back to my contemplation/reflection regardless. Peace:) DH Countless times... So you have been through many struggling time i guess. Not me. My life has been mostly a breeze. That is hay this is so hard for me. It is way out of my element to just.. step out of bounds to do something drastically different(well planed out of course). I tend to always go with the flow(almost my whole life). I just don't like where it has lead me to today. And yes, it is a matter of perspective. I am a optimist at heart. I always keep a positive perspective. I think what i need to do is just slap myself in the face a few time's and say "WAKE UP AND TAKE CHARGE, THEY ARE ALL WAITING ON YOU". And what i mean by that is family and friends. And then there is the other side that says "WAKE UP AND TAKE CHARGE, YOU ARE WAITING ON YOU". Both thoughts mean a COMPLETELY different road, lol. Yeah, it's a mess. So here i am, waiting on a sign to direct me to the right path patently(somewhat impatiently). So this is why i feel maybe I should take a drastic turn in the direction I feel is right. Either way will be a big change for me and i feel either path will be sufficient for the purpose of growth. But of course one will end up being slower than the other(in my mind at the moment). Perhaps slow or fast IS relative. And maybe i should just continue to just BE. And wait for the right opportunity a bit longer. Instead of forcing a hand. I am prepared to ACT in most any given situation without having to react. But that variable of REACTION is always a factor that must be kept in mind also. I think over-thinking is better than not thinking at all. Then again.. screw it, lol. Anyway i digress. Thanks for letting me think out loud : D Peace The above bold is what you need to do. Sometime life requires that you grab the bull by the horns and take control of it. My life has been rough for most of it. Sleeping on couches, in cars, broke all the time, etc. You end up staying in that funk, or working yourself out of it. Seconded.... .... I wonder why anyone ever gets in that 'funk'. Myself included. Perhaps we underestimate the utility of someone to pull us along.... [link to youtu.be] |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 07/08/2013 04:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | So you have been through many struggling time i guess. Not me. My life has been mostly a breeze. That is hay this is so hard for me. It is way out of my element to just.. step out of bounds to do something drastically different(well planed out of course). I tend to always go with the flow(almost my whole life). I just don't like where it has lead me to today. And yes, it is a matter of perspective. I am a optimist at heart. I always keep a positive perspective. I think what i need to do is just slap myself in the face a few time's and say "WAKE UP AND TAKE CHARGE, THEY ARE ALL WAITING ON YOU". And what i mean by that is family and friends. And then there is the other side that says "WAKE UP AND TAKE CHARGE, YOU ARE WAITING ON YOU". Both thoughts mean a COMPLETELY different road, lol. Yeah, it's a mess. So here i am, waiting on a sign to direct me to the right path patently(somewhat impatiently). So this is why i feel maybe I should take a drastic turn in the direction I feel is right. Either way will be a big change for me and i feel either path will be sufficient for the purpose of growth. But of course one will end up being slower than the other(in my mind at the moment). Perhaps slow or fast IS relative. And maybe i should just continue to just BE. And wait for the right opportunity a bit longer. Instead of forcing a hand. I am prepared to ACT in most any given situation without having to react. But that variable of REACTION is always a factor that must be kept in mind also. I think over-thinking is better than not thinking at all. Then again.. screw it, lol. Anyway i digress. Thanks for letting me think out loud : D Peace The above bold is what you need to do. Sometime life requires that you grab the bull by the horns and take control of it. My life has been rough for most of it. Sleeping on couches, in cars, broke all the time, etc. You end up staying in that funk, or working yourself out of it. Seconded.... .... I wonder why anyone ever gets in that 'funk'. Myself included. Perhaps we underestimate the utility of someone to pull us along.... [link to youtu.be] Why? Because shit happens. |
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Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 07/08/2013 05:02 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | To stay consistent with this thread though.. Quoting: DoubleHelix 10449558 X marks the spot, eh. So what if the X is actually the crossroad we all just stand in the middle of, indecisive of what direction to take next. Cuz i don't feel like we are at the treasure yet, lol : D Peace Indeed.... ....and a wee little oddity along the way never hurts Quoting: hello 18755986 |
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Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 07/08/2013 05:04 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes.... but our morale is what I was getting at. Why does our morale sink that way...? I suppose if I could answer that, I wouldn't be in a 'funk' at all.... Morale often sinks due to 'unmet expectation'. Morale also sinks, when others come to purposely disrupt the balance. 'ExeAexe'...or whatever, yesterday is a good example of said on this thread. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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aether (OP) User ID: 41819951 United Kingdom 07/08/2013 05:10 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | it seems to me there are 3 possible causes of what we label bliss the cause you know because you are consciously doing something you know the meaning of with one or more somethings you know the identity of thus you know the cause of your bliss (synergy) or 1 or more somethings you do not know the identity of are doing something unknown with you thus you notice only the effect (bliss/synergy) or 2 or more somethings of unknown to you identity are doing something unknown to you in close enough proximity to you that you experience the field effect of their synergy (bliss) does that seem right Last Edited by aether on 07/08/2013 05:10 PM |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 07/08/2013 05:13 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | it seems to me there are 3 possible causes of what we label bliss Quoting: aether the cause you know because you are consciously doing something you know the meaning of with one or more somethings you know the identity of thus you know the cause of your bliss (synergy) or 1 or more somethings you do not know the identity of are doing something unknown with you thus you notice only the effect (bliss/synergy) or 2 or more somethings of unknown to you identity are doing something unknown to you in close enough proximity to you that you experience the field effect of their synergy (bliss) does that seem right Kind of hard to follow. Lets throw an example out there. Bliss to me is finally being able to pay my bills. That, I am thinking, would be the first. Your second note, I don't follow. I don't think I have ever had bliss and not know the cause of it. The third, I can somewhat see. |
Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 07/08/2013 05:14 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | it seems to me there are 3 possible causes of what we label bliss Quoting: aether the cause you know because you are consciously doing something you know the meaning of with one or more somethings you know the identity of thus you know the cause of your bliss (synergy) or 1 or more somethings you do not know the identity of are doing something unknown with you thus you notice only the effect (bliss/synergy) or 2 or more somethings of unknown to you identity are doing something unknown to you in close enough proximity to you that you experience the field effect of their synergy (bliss) does that seem right I think that 'flow' is a type of bliss. That is, to be fully 'engrossed'; in anything. Last Edited by pi on 07/08/2013 05:14 PM |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 07/08/2013 05:15 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | it seems to me there are 3 possible causes of what we label bliss Quoting: aether the cause you know because you are consciously doing something you know the meaning of with one or more somethings you know the identity of thus you know the cause of your bliss (synergy) or 1 or more somethings you do not know the identity of are doing something unknown with you thus you notice only the effect (bliss/synergy) or 2 or more somethings of unknown to you identity are doing something unknown to you in close enough proximity to you that you experience the field effect of their synergy (bliss) does that seem right I think that 'flow' is a type of bliss. That is, to be fully 'engrossed'; in anything. |
aether (OP) User ID: 41819951 United Kingdom 07/08/2013 05:19 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | it seems to me there are 3 possible causes of what we label bliss Quoting: aether the cause you know because you are consciously doing something you know the meaning of with one or more somethings you know the identity of thus you know the cause of your bliss (synergy) or 1 or more somethings you do not know the identity of are doing something unknown with you thus you notice only the effect (bliss/synergy) or 2 or more somethings of unknown to you identity are doing something unknown to you in close enough proximity to you that you experience the field effect of their synergy (bliss) does that seem right Kind of hard to follow. Lets throw an example out there. Bliss to me is finally being able to pay my bills. That, I am thinking, would be the first. Your second note, I don't follow. I don't think I have ever had bliss and not know the cause of it. The third, I can somewhat see. i can not imagine experiencing bliss and not know the cause but i am listening to others and the bliss i am referring to only arises from non material causes, material effects can enhance and or prompt but for the topic this is a non material topic that causes emotions where the visible sign of the emotions is also expressed throughout our bodies because our emotional structures are within our bodies and express outwards through our bodies likewise our emotional structures respond to stimuli that originates outside of our bodies thus invisible structures outside of our bodies often cause our visible bodies to respond that is the shape of this topic Last Edited by aether on 07/08/2013 05:20 PM |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 07/08/2013 05:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | it seems to me there are 3 possible causes of what we label bliss Quoting: aether the cause you know because you are consciously doing something you know the meaning of with one or more somethings you know the identity of thus you know the cause of your bliss (synergy) or 1 or more somethings you do not know the identity of are doing something unknown with you thus you notice only the effect (bliss/synergy) or 2 or more somethings of unknown to you identity are doing something unknown to you in close enough proximity to you that you experience the field effect of their synergy (bliss) does that seem right Kind of hard to follow. Lets throw an example out there. Bliss to me is finally being able to pay my bills. That, I am thinking, would be the first. Your second note, I don't follow. I don't think I have ever had bliss and not know the cause of it. The third, I can somewhat see. i can not imagine experiencing bliss and not know the cause but i am listening to others and the bliss i am referring to only arises from non material causes, material effects can enhance and or prompt but for the topic this is a non material topic that causes emotions where the visible sign of the emotions is also expressed throughout our bodies because our emotional structures are within our bodies and express outwards through our bodies likewise our emotional structures respond to stimuli that originates outside of our bodies thus invisible structures outside of our bodies often cause our viable bodies to respond that is the shape of this topic oh, then I can definitely understand. I have had many nights where I awoke in an incredible state of bliss due to non-material. |
aether (OP) User ID: 41819951 United Kingdom 07/08/2013 05:21 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | it seems to me there are 3 possible causes of what we label bliss Quoting: aether the cause you know because you are consciously doing something you know the meaning of with one or more somethings you know the identity of thus you know the cause of your bliss (synergy) or 1 or more somethings you do not know the identity of are doing something unknown with you thus you notice only the effect (bliss/synergy) or 2 or more somethings of unknown to you identity are doing something unknown to you in close enough proximity to you that you experience the field effect of their synergy (bliss) does that seem right I think that 'flow' is a type of bliss. That is, to be fully 'engrossed'; in anything. altered state as in utilizing non local conscious within the topic that prompts it occurring Last Edited by aether on 07/08/2013 05:21 PM |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 07/08/2013 05:22 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | it seems to me there are 3 possible causes of what we label bliss Quoting: aether the cause you know because you are consciously doing something you know the meaning of with one or more somethings you know the identity of thus you know the cause of your bliss (synergy) or 1 or more somethings you do not know the identity of are doing something unknown with you thus you notice only the effect (bliss/synergy) or 2 or more somethings of unknown to you identity are doing something unknown to you in close enough proximity to you that you experience the field effect of their synergy (bliss) does that seem right I think that 'flow' is a type of bliss. That is, to be fully 'engrossed'; in anything. altered state as in utilizing non local conscious within the topic that prompts it occurring That's the best/most powerful form of bliss, the non-material ones. |
Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 07/08/2013 05:28 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | it seems to me there are 3 possible causes of what we label bliss Quoting: aether the cause you know because you are consciously doing something you know the meaning of with one or more somethings you know the identity of thus you know the cause of your bliss (synergy) or 1 or more somethings you do not know the identity of are doing something unknown with you thus you notice only the effect (bliss/synergy) or 2 or more somethings of unknown to you identity are doing something unknown to you in close enough proximity to you that you experience the field effect of their synergy (bliss) does that seem right I think that 'flow' is a type of bliss. That is, to be fully 'engrossed'; in anything. altered state as in utilizing non local conscious within the topic that prompts it occurring That's the best/most powerful form of bliss, the non-material ones. So KundalinI must simply be the strongest mode of 'flow'.... |