X Marks the Spot

a kind hearted soul is indeed yours ff,,

lovelly words,, a perfect wish,,

much love,,

Greek mythology, Buddhism, Hindu, Islam, and Electric Universe- Plasma Weapon theory
[link to creativityandhealing-kalina.blogspot.co.uk]

Vajra is a Sanskrit word meaning both thunderbolt and diamond.[2] it is also a common male name in Tibet and Bhutan. Additionally it is a symbolic ritual object that symbolizes both the proprieties of a diamond (indestructibility) and a thunderbolt (irresistible force).

I just found the usage of the phrase 'ignorant persons' quite humorous from your link.

lol.

Just because.
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February 20, 2008

So I had a dream that had some symbology in it, but I won't go over that in detail. I was asked if I wanted 'celery tea'. I was also supposed to eat 'a meal' instead of 'just salad'.

This all took place in the front yard of Ridge Blvd and on the front porch. There were lots of people there. I wasn't in the mood for company. I walked down the driveway towards Ridge and at that point became completely lucid. (I have been practicing on a 'trigger' technique for instantly bringing myself to lucidity. I fly or float all the time in dreams. So I have consciously been practicing that when this happens it will trigger my lucidity.) All you have to do is lean forward as if leaning into a wind, and you'll lift right up. So I got to the street and and decided to fly. It is much more natural to me in lucid dreams now to fly instead of walk. It is more of a natural state in dreaming (for me anyway).

I had been meaning to try something, especially since talking to you. I wanted to contact Jesus. I have beliefs about him also, though the surrounding beliefs of him are different, Jesus himself is the same for both of us. I looked up into the sky and started heading further up. (This part gets hard) I cleared my mind of everything, except the sole idea of meeting Jesus. I prayed something like this, "I want to meet you, Jesus. I want to be filled with your light. Let me experience what it would be like in your presence." The 'I want' was not in an egotistic way (as I'm sure you know) but more the effort of true seeking. I felt vibrations start and the 'wind' to pick up, but I pushed all that away. Making sure my thoughts were centered around this seeking of the Son. I began sobbing while even while the vibes and wind carried me. I was crying because I truly, truly wanted so bad to be in His light. (So many visits to the dark places, I needed something to help me...though it never came)

Everything settled down. I felt like I was a feather. I started drifting down, not controlling anything, just going with it. I saw a grid in front of me, its lines black and drawn on white cloth, with symbols inside each of the little boxes of the grid. Some of the symbols were blue, but nearly all of them were drawn in black. At this point I was 'completely' there (wherever there was). I was about to reach out towards the cloth when I drifted down in front of someone. She had dark, short-cropped black hair. She wore an off-color white robe. She looked very young, like around 8 or 9, but her eyes were full of wisdom and understanding. She took my breath away! (She remided me of a little pixie!) I noticed that I was a point of consciousness with no body. She smiled this smile that was all-consuming in the Love she possessed. She began walking and had me follow down this small pastel blue glowing hall. I was trying to think of something to get some kind of information about where I was. I asked her if she was my spirit guide and she turned her head back to me and shook her head 'no' and smiled with that smile. She turned back around and kept walking. I asked her if she was an angel. We rounded a corner and she stopped, lifting her arm as if telling me to go that way. She didn't answer. The wisdom and love that was in her eyes made me cry this morning. I didn't remember anymore.

I woke up with an immense amount of energy that flooded me. I couldn't fall back asleep. I have never felt such peace as when I woke up.

It's time to cleanse myself and start the inner work again.

Imagine being conscious nearly 24/7/7. It is taxing. Then, the experiences themselves that affect you more than waking life. ugh...

I can relate SS ... I felt that way for days after that dream where I ended up in front of this and IN awe afterwards for days and still am, no words needed to be spoken for this , communication was beyond language
(also made me wonder how I got out of our solar systems as well )

:duck nebula:

This is a great link aether.

Some of the images...wow.

:)

it`s our world
i adore it

I lucid dream almost every night. So, when I start meditating, I will definitely start lucid dreaming every night again. So, when I do have an experience that effects me deeply...well, the next night I will have another. And the next.

I was doing this for almost 2-3 years straight. I began wondering what effect it was having on my personality. Was I damaging myself in some way being conscious all the time?

I wasn't damaging myself, but I was changing myself. But, I have enough control I could keep those changes on the interior without showing them on the exterior. I did this so my family etc wouldn't get all up my ass for doing something that no one could experience. I remember my dad getting on me one time when heading to the hospital for my mom's back surgery. He didn't understand how anyone could remember their dreams, much less being lucid all the time. So, it was an immediate negative. Heidi, my wife, well it scares her. Not the meditating, but my experiences as a whole, as they are all connected, though seeemingly at different levels.

So, I shut up about it. Only person I could talk to was my sister. But, even then, she could not understand what I was doing.

So, to make a decision to jump back into it again, isn't something so simple as it sounds. It can be more 'real' over there than here. I IS more real.

Are those multiple breasts on the image of the Goddess Diana?

Reminds me of something...

What?! Where?! At aether's link?

Now I got to go check it out.

they don`t "feel" like breasts as in:
not organicly attached to her

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I have periods of lucid dreams for months then they would stop on their own .. I noticed it would depend on my life situation and compass at the time. When severely stressed out they would stop
It keeps you in a constant state of thought while your awake and in computational processing .. and you Notice everything around you

I believe in the Power of my Heart, I believe in the Power of my Will, I Am The One who can bring balance on the Universe around Myself because I AM That I AM because God and Christ are inside Myself... The Kingdom of God is inside Me and around Me... All is One... unto the Ages of the Ages...

personal co creative universe

Im currently doing a body detox again that involves alot of water and chlorophyll ... last time I did that had amazing result...

Are you still eating meat?

I was walking making free associations , and the last post I read here was concerning travel and methods..
one word that I love is gyroscope..umm gyroscope... since given as a child, then reference points and how important it is to finding your personal hot spot..still on this wave of thought and keep getting told I must feel it in my bones ?.. I'm still there..
its turning spinning evening, that means I have to stop it by finding my hot spot or reference point and I use my bones lol

And, when doing this I have to have a plan of attack, otherwise I end up just screwing a lot of dream girls.

Which is interesting nowadays, because I can create them, and change them. They are like putty in my hands. Mwahahahaha!

But, then I wonder if I am infringing on someone's free will.

I think I scared everybody off.

lol Newp =P

:got toad:



:whatupyo:

I am pretty sure those are breasts.

I believe I may know why as well.

...


Do you ever sometimes feel like our ancient past is really our future?

I keep getting this sensation.

It's an odd feeling.

:pandafail:

she provides a huge emotional shift
in her arms nothing else but her and yourself exists and it is her presence that causes the affect
her scale forms all but her "non existent" to the one whom embraces her and it feels okay to the one whom embraces

it is not safe or running away, it is simple that she replaces all else easily, to the senses of the one she embraces

yes now i am "in" she looks different and i see your point

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Seer Artemis has basically the same statue

[link to newlife.id.au]

Breast of that nature are archetypically attached to a mother goddess figure

[link to newlife.id.au]

The Influence of Artemis – “the Mother of All”

The Ephesians regarded their goddess with deep devotion and warm affection.[3] Artemis influenced every aspect of Ephesian life in ways that are difficult for us to imagine.[4] She was worshipped as a fertility goddess, and regarded as both a nursing mother and a virgin. The approximately four hundred remaining statues of her feature numerous breasts on her chest.[5] Artemis was known by many lofty titles; however she was most commonly referred to as “The Mother of All!” Sound familiar?[6]

it is possible/likely our past , to us, exists today but we have yet to re meet

does that fit your senses

that is a beautiful building

It just sometimes feels like we have already done this before...

Does that make sense?


Maybe it's time travel from our future into our past.

I dunno.

It keeps resurfacing.