X Marks the Spot

Before i depart for the remainder of the week friend.. as forseeable fortune has arrived in due season. Not that i place much value in lack or quanitity. Just more perceivable stuff. Lol!

A piece of 9th NDE to consider if you like.

Well, its has been about 12 years now.. the date is unimportant. I was consumed with violent appertain and visions due enlarged to having ptsd. I wasnt sleeping and every waking moment i was tempted for about 3 months to act violently, which i did not want. So i figured the best way to solve that equation was to remove myself from it.

So i got in the car, put the tube in the window and had a smoke. I prayed a simple prayer. Unto thee i commend my spirit. You God are the giver of life, even my own, i do not wish to hurt anyone and i feel i may fail at this, so i give you back which you gave to me. Please forgive anyone who has done me harm and forgive me any harm done and after my soul returns to you, do with it what you will.

It took 4 hours for me to die. Quite frustrating. I remember the doctors surprise look in the emergency room when he noted i was well over 50 percent carbon monoxide in my blood when i came too and i was quite happy and coherent. Infact, i had over the lethal amount for 3 consecutive days.. where most would die with way less.

On the other side, i saw many things. Too many to put in a book. As time there is non existent. Gravity is non existant, i had no shape or for. Ever evolving and morphing into symbols of shapes i was familiar with. I could see in all directions having no eyes. I could see down at me and above me and in all directions. There was no light and there was no darkness as it is known here. I was "digested" is the best description as to what was happening by 3 shadowy orbs. For what seemed like an eternity as there was no sense of time. They vibrated in some communication form between themselves as they combed my "essence". I have never in my existance here felt anything or any degree of pain as compared to that. Like being spiritually violated.. as i was ever shifting in form. Being formless but having form. I screamed in horror. But i had no mouth, i only vibrated, my formless form vibrating in a high pitch. Then this dude showed up, like a silhouette of a man. Ugly beyonjd discription

I had to post and wilk continue in another post as the signal is changing..

good afternoon o,,

sorry for the delay in replying,, the dog required walking,,

and have just returned,,

this one has also died,, yet most recently upon the blade of another with ill intent,,

the blade was received in the back no less,,

so any understanding of the dying experience is fully understood,,

a realised truth is that,, this life is purley a flesh experience,,

it is sad too hear that the choice to die and leave your body was your own,,

compansion is felt for how emotionaly low you must have been,,


much love,,

So this dude, looked like he had fell out of the ugly tree and hit every branch on the way down. And then someone beat him worse to improve on his ugliness. He waved his "hand" and said, enough. But he never talked. I just heard him with all my being its different then hearing with ears. Like hearing with your toes, it doesnt make sense here. He turned to me but there was no sense of direction, no up, no down, no right, no left, no sense of even motion.. but is the best i can desrcibe. He said, well done zero. I felt pure joy as i had never experianced ever on this planet when he touched me.. but it was not like he touched me but cane into me and i into him.. not physically but as we melted in this soup thing.. i asked him why he called me zero. He siad that is your name is it not? I said i suppose so. He told me many things about thousands of lives i had forgot i had lived simultaneously at once. That everything is in all directions living. Beyond the scope of understanding here in this discription. I then in an instant found myself in the halls of infinity. Infinte hall ways of infinite doors in every direction up and down not liniier like in the matrix. Like that, but some years before that movie ever came out.. light but as light within light. I ran and was in human form but as a silhouette of human.. like the alien in the movie preditor.. like that image.. transparent but having form. Every door i opened up had more hallways of doors.. some i seen people living their lives. And others were just more doors to hallways of doors. I stopped and felt sad, but not like sad here.. different. The dude showed up. He spoke to me with his "mind" never opening his mouth. His eyes blazed in a color i have never seen on this planet. Yet i rember it as if it was yesterday. He asked me if i wanted to move on or remain. I said, i dont know. He said if you return, it will do much good. Yet if you dont, it will be accomplished in some one else. I saw what good it would do. He understood that i saw it. He said this is your way, here is your path. And a door opened up.. and i walked through it. Alot of what i saw in that hallway is personal and meaningless to anyone. Evry dooe had a "theme" above it. "The coming" was where i saw chad. Yet everything is dofferent here then there.. symbols here are meaningless there.. but works the same.. after seeing many doors but not opening them all.. i saw other lives i had lived and am living simultaneously as i am living here.. in different nows on different planes of existance or time lines.

I chose to come here.. there is a bunch more to being here then just being here.. as i am here in many places.. and i saw much more the. I will disclose. Before i came back to life. He showed me the place and moment i last breath my breath here on earth. He touched me on the forehead and it left a mark on my physical being "yod chet" he lives. He said none could lay siege to me. None would do me harm, as the path is me and i am the path. No physical or spiritual form was allowed to keep me from it. Divine law dictates it such. If you dont have, you dont need, if you need it is provided. No weapon formed against you will do anything to you, even you can not change the course you chose. And i have tried, experiancing some great sorrows after i came back. At the end he said, well done zero, well done. Then the dude said, breath!

As i took my breath on this side of life again, the song back in black was playing in the back ground. I started laughing and for a split seconcd i heard this "dude" say.

"Here or there, this side or the other, ill see you, where when is then!

Infinitely NOW!"

And well, that is all i can tell you at the moment. I didnt even know what divine law was, or a vibration or anything like that.. i didnt even know a spiral existed or what sanskrit was. I have a 9 th grade education.. and was a construction worker. I went to church, cussed, smoked and talked shit like every normal dude in america.. yet if i need to know quantum physics, i just know it. If i need to know tao or buhadism, i just know it or i find it when i need to know or before i need to know it. Lol!

Have a good day ladies and gentlemen.

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It was a good thing. I just didnt want to hurt anyone.. as i grew up in an atmosphere of violence and was not willing to give that out.

Sorry about your back stab. Funny i always get itchy mark on my back to the right shoulder blade when i sense you are going to post. Lol

Glad you are here. I had died through other dillemas 8 times prior to that experiance... so i understand that shock quite well. Lol

I havr always known the dude on the other side of life as "the christ". Be that jesus or not. I know he hears me even now. As i am reminded of his hand upon my life daily.. in memories and melodies when i sleep.. which isnt much as i do not require as much as i did before i died.

The supreme Cheese-Head will not be pleased. This is most unmerciful behavior.

I've been given orders to take you to Chesed Industries. I don't even know where that is... That's why they picked me.

[link to video.adultswim.com]

Da'at hod binah be a joke, lol.

have a nice remainder of sunday ac

i notice it is quite in our metropolis this evening , not much traffic or people compared to normal and those that are out feel "quite"
and
before i went out to experience that i spent what felt a long time alone not realizing i was alone or the long time sensation , until i did


i went outside to consider "was i alone"

it took but minutes to know i wasn`t, it was my frame of mind , that was when i noticed the condition of our metropolis and it was nice to fill the empty sensations of space and quite within this city with what accompanies me when i am in a frame of mind to acknowledge the accompaniment

the access you described towards any information required,, is a fully known parodox,,

this one desires not to talk any further on this particular subject,,

as the implications involved for all others reading,, are summountable indeed,,

some are here to perform certain tasks,, some not,,

however,, this is currently unbeknown too themselves consiously for good reason,,

thankyou o,,


much love,,

Oh dear me... I have just been trounced in my own game of pregnant wordplay!

This is a bitter defeat... I must now return to my Allegory of the Cave and plot my next divinely inspired comedic schema...

Or should we just let the endless estuaries of Memoria come crashing down on everyone already?

I'm leaning toward the latter. And/or leaning on the ladder...

it`s got me laughing
i like it

You can walk under the ladder with me, no bad luck, I promise! (Crosses me fingers, lol)

Takes her bow... then trips as she walks offstage. Grace, lol.

The last time I shot through the Void Cross I directly crossed the path of Aion.



Then Buddha began writhing in agony.



Then Geb bellowed so hard he drowned in his own blood.



Then Cif asked me to dance.



I've ignored enough ill omens to fulfill every curse known to man.

haha

that has it`s roots in germany between the wars and through into the 2nd one

is how it feels

You are never alone. You have you.

A quiet time of reading.

Fyi: i dont wanna be the nobody. Its not for me. Yet if i am that dude. Suppose it will maifest itself. As i have learned well enough like the storry of jhona.. i always end up, right where im supposed to be and not at a moment to early or a moment too late. I hope you understand the dificulty of putting those words out.. as discriptions of undescribable in an ascii form.. well and i feel somewhat venerable.. but feelings are meant to flow, so thats what i will do, let them flow. I do know that i am not the only zero here.. and there is no angle in my accound of nde #9. Just honest expression of my experiance. Im not here to be a savior, or baptise anyone or convert you all to my understanding.. most of the time i am just playing around.. and having fun, with a bit of stomping bullies who do their best to control others.. plus, to a certain extent, it has been pleasent to see others "intuitive" expressions work.. ;)

Have a good day.

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ding ding: goes the bell!

clever

the alternative is believe linear time is a dimension and experience the consequences that belief manifests

the brotherhood feel

hey dion

in which direction ? And from one cell to another or in each and of each?

Ahhh the sun is shining and fruit is ripe on the tree. Its beautiful out. And every animal prepares for the winter.. fall is at hand.. and in its splendor, remember what you saw, to give an account to the king. Each saw what they needed to see in the season they were sent.. each was right in giving account.. as the story was told in the archetype.. i am reminded also. All is well


Perhaps a drive to the mountains and some solice is in order..

My ears are ringing.. i will have a word with the dude.

good evening aether,,

all information is accessed from the ether,,

imaj-ed-in from all,,

if one searches for a confirmation from the past as a way too reflect and more comfortably explain this realisation,,

then so be it,,

however in truth,, the thought was simply born from a known constant within the ether of the all,,

it is only a basic magnectic feild rotational obvious ability,, formed within these reality parameters,,

no more and no less,, regardless of any suggestion to the contrary,,



much love,,

i dunno

i`m not possessed with the belief that time is a dimension

i know

your written words prompt that reply from me because of my interest in the people involved in germany/europe from those days, on that topic .

It's not, it's an artifact of one.

which reminds me

iran is going this way on that topic >

[link to www.keshefoundation.org]

Anyone else see this alignment last night?

thankyou aether,,

an interesting link indeed,,

this one rarely travels the internet much these days,,

for it seems unneccessary to do so,,

much love,,

hi see7,, hope you are well?,, you feel shiney as ever,,

hense the reason this one quoted ''sirius dog'' the other night,,

lol,,

much love,,