X Marks the Spot

That is a profound experience for a small child.
Hopefully you will understand it.

yes , forming a comfortable reason to go backwards far enough to lose any sense of guilt in doing so is important to
this people know cos it has to be comfortable for others whom do not go to become believers in those whom do go
thus the reason for going must fit the emotions of others as in:
it matters not so much what is discovered by going, it is the motive for going that is as vital to all

funny that but it seems true in an emotional sense that has nothing to do with physical reality other than others emotions cause physical reality to be felt by one another thus emotions are vital

Found this article, thought it was an amazing piece of writing, well worth the read . . .

[link to oliverstjohn-thelema.blogspot.com]


One unique thing about the Hermetic practice is that we start at the top and then draw down the force, before working upwards again. In other traditions, it is more common to begin from the ground and work your way up. So it appears from our practical work that we begin with Kether the Crown, the first emanation of the Tree of Life. Kether more or less approximates with the Atman of Eastern philosophy. The Egyptian god Atem or Atem Ra embodies much the same principle. However, numbers begin from zero, not one. The idea of negative existence or Non-Being is as integral to the Hermetic tradition as it is to Eastern Advaita. In the Qabalah we have three veils of the negative light, the Ain, the Ain Soph and the Ain Soph Aur – No-thing, Limitless Space, and Limitless Light. Kether is the first appearance, and is really a concentration or mirror reflection of those three veils of the infinite. The name of Kether in Atziluth is AHIH, “I Am”, the pure existence, undifferentiated. If we say that name backwards, we declare “Maya” – that the ‘One’ is the root of the delusion of appearances. The Ain, Ain Soph and Ain Soph Aur reflected in Kether is Light in Extension, the LVX formulation of the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn. When this is reversed, we formulate NOX or Night, the threefold eye of Ain, Not-Self or Non-Being. The word Ain is closely related to the letter and word Ayin, the eye of the void.

hey songwaves , nice to feel you posting again

The falling eagle mind and the rising eagle heart?

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Good afternoon everyone.

[link to en.wikipedia.org]
Nyx (Ancient Greek: Νύξ, "night") – Nox in Latin translation – is the Greek goddess (or personification) of the night. A shadowy figure, Nyx stood at or near the beginning of creation, and was the mother of other personified gods such as Hypnos (Sleep) and Thánatos (Death). Her appearances in mythology are sparse, but reveal her as a figure of exceptional power and beauty. She is found in the shadows of the world and only ever seen in glimpses.

I had the tunnel vision, going down the spiral, and coming out into a pool of water. During it, the lightning and colored sparks were shooting off like sparklers for a long time.

This song is how it looked minus the shooting sparks flying off.

I just remember the sensation of being sucked...near navel first through my bed.

I believe it was blackness...as that is how it was when it happened again last year.

I was also dropped into water.

If you will...


Yikes.

O.o

I had a dream last night, but all I remember is seeing a soldier with this as an emblem on his shoulder

He was very big and muscular, more than a normal man could be

It's not you. I can stand the odd deleted post. What i will not tolerate is active censorship via the webmasters.

This is not the first website to lose our attentions, and i doubt it will be the last.

We can still talk here, just don't expect as many people to be discussing the X project. Any spills are to be corrected.

A good point Aether, when you really think-feel-know this, you become much more careful to hold everyone in the greatest of kindness within your mind and heart. A difficult and ongoing battle for most of us, funny how we go down hardest fighting ourselves.

good afternoon , i had a dream last night which i still remember cos i like the impression it formed with my senses and when i woke up i was awake enough to get up and switch on the pc but i was not awake enough to see reality cos i saw something and pm`d whom i saw then noticed they were not what i saw so i pm`d my apology and went back to bed and straight to sleep

I had a dream like that a few years back. These soldiers were long haired giants(big like hulk Hogan types) and they had this on the sleeves.

:indypdofreligion:

0 mentions this as well...


I haven't noticed. Except the occasion 'abusive post'.

Which your words are not subject to.

So I am confused.

I have heard of 'scrubbing' in the past. But have only witnessed it, on other threads.

yes this is new thought to me that has arisen since our reorientation information began arriving and seems tied to my believing my empathy is broadening and i don`t mind it now i am becoming use to it but i believe i am lucky
cos i am becoming empathic with emotions i was not empathic with thus it is quite manageable cos i remember me not being so and i prefer the me now
but
if i had started empathic , which i believe some people do, that could be hellish it seems cos they can never resist others feelings cos they possess no memory of doing so
is the sensation

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Hey Aether thanks for the warm welcome, its most appreciated!

True.

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Agreed....

Can certainly be bothersome at times

yes, and it becomes particularly hellish if an empathic likes someone whom likes the thought of effecting an empathic in a manner that is unpleasant for the empathic
i got strong visuals of that right now

I bet you did, I was thinking about the effects and how hard at times things have been, as I bet many who read this thread were as they read your words, yet like child birth, time hides the pain :)

and happiness forgets

Emotional gestalts can become incredibly overwhelming as an empath, it is a natural process to 'reasonate' rather than delineating the need for a succinct distinctive separation.

Drowning fish comes to mind lol

and makes the best coattails

[link to www.happinessforgets.com]

the good news is within our new to us universe empaths are natures greatest gifts to all and there is no mystery why this is so

Sometimes it can make me do this.


[link to youtu.be]

Lovely saying.

Have you guys seen this.


[link to youtu.be]

Empathy


[link to en.wikipedia.org]

it is still a "new" topic for humanity expressed in this manner cos by default it says information is experienced over distance from outside of the receiver of the information and if that is true distant feeling (telepathy) must be true to

strange but true most resistance to these topics within all societies came from our military and faiths for the same reason
if proven to be true it would be lawful to know that which is meant to never be known in the interest of security of national interest

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we can do that /z\ and we listen to our political leaders tell us the same thing our ancestors were told for ever

how does that work