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| 5ingularity Offer Upgrade  User ID: 9473142  United States08/05/2012 03:30 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Shoot straight Johnny User ID: 1207708  United Kingdom08/05/2012 03:35 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Ain Soph Aur User ID: 9925617 United States08/05/2012 03:36 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You only need to know one word. The word is love. You only need to understand one thing. How to love. First you must love yourself, and then you can love others. That is wisdom. The first step is to forgive yourself, and then you can forgive others. This opens your heart. Forget everything else. This is all that matters. I promise you.  |
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| 5ingularity (OP) User ID: 9473142 United States08/05/2012 03:43 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You only need to knock on one door. The door to your heart. That is your soul. Quoting: Ain Soph Aur 9925617 You must seek to develop intelligence of the heart. That is the way. I understand it, but what happens when after much mingling the only true unconditional love (that I more than willingly try to give) I have found is from my progenitors? With front row tickets to experience the show of lifetimes, I fear no more. -_0 |
| bendinglight User ID: 2143478 United States08/05/2012 03:44 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | My quest in the unknown/spiritual/paranormal world began over 10 years ago. Back then I really committed myself to finding out what was going on out there. I knocked on many many doors, looked into many many things and read my butt off. Yes I do know more, Yes I can see what others don't see and Yes I have grown immensely form it. But I'm sick of it....I'm sick of living on the fringe, sick of going out to a bar not being able to enjoy myself because I can see pass all the social construct BS, tired of having a progressively harder time to find "real" (non IP based) people to which I can honestly speak from my heart. Funny thing is that the deeper I dig the more questions arise, its never freaking ending. Always on the watch of my own consciousness to not go coo coo puff on me and end up drooling in a psych ward. Quoting: 5ingularity Why o Why is the path to Gnosis so painful and lonely? (I know the answer...and that also pisses me off!) Probably better off with the blue pill? PS...no, Im not gonna blow my brains out. The more you intend to expand your awareness and growth... The more distant you become from others existing within the Matrix and programming. Choosing to LIVE rather than exist is a hard and lonely road... All designed to keep us slaves in check. Life on Earth is funny eh?  |
| dethem User ID: 16353079 United States08/05/2012 03:45 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 16542544 United States08/05/2012 03:47 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 9925617 United States08/05/2012 03:47 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You only need to knock on one door. The door to your heart. That is your soul. Quoting: Ain Soph Aur 9925617 You must seek to develop intelligence of the heart. That is the way. I understand it, but what happens when after much mingling the only true unconditional love (that I more than willingly try to give) I have found is from my progenitors? Do not expect anything back from anybody else. Do not expect them to love you as you love them. Love without reserve. You must love every single thing, to the last iota. Even the animals that sting, and the snake that bites. |
| chris999 User ID: 19470458 United States08/05/2012 03:48 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yea... the blue pill would be a lot nicer. The people who are not 'awake'... I wonder if it is better to be like them. To be completely ignorant as to what is about to happen... I have been trying hard to enjoy myslef and enjoy the things that we are currently taking for granted... Cherish every moment left of the good old days before they are gone. I dont mean everything I say to be literal. I just like to throw around ideas, and play devil's advocate. I do not feel obliged to believe that the same God who has endowed us with sense, reason, and intellect has intended us to forgo their use. -Galileo Galilei |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 21289905 United States08/05/2012 03:51 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Maybe you are trying too hard. I was given some good advice in my younger days: "A day in which you learn nothing is a day wasted." Sometimes knowledge comes from simply observing, and existing in this seemingly everchanging world. Maybe its time for you to take a step back and just live. |
| 5ingularity (OP) User ID: 9473142 United States08/05/2012 03:53 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yea... the blue pill would be a lot nicer. Quoting: chris999 The people who are not 'awake'... I wonder if it is better to be like them. To be completely ignorant as to what is about to happen... I have been trying hard to enjoy myslef and enjoy the things that we are currently taking for granted... Cherish every moment left of the good old days before they are gone. This is a source of anxiety, and as an avid GLP'er guilty of charge...we are sitting here waiting for the egg to crack. Will it ever really crack? Is something really going to happen? Im starting to believe that the changes are more subtle...no mass landing of ufos, no galactic quasi gamma ray blasting us on 12/21, no bad ass big brother to chip us...all smoke and mirrors to either drive us mad or make us look deeper in our own self. With front row tickets to experience the show of lifetimes, I fear no more. -_0 |
| Ain Soph Aur User ID: 9925617 United States08/05/2012 03:54 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yea... the blue pill would be a lot nicer. Quoting: chris999 The people who are not 'awake'... I wonder if it is better to be like them. To be completely ignorant as to what is about to happen... I have been trying hard to enjoy myslef and enjoy the things that we are currently taking for granted... Cherish every moment left of the good old days before they are gone. This is a source of anxiety, and as an avid GLP'er guilty of charge...we are sitting here waiting for the egg to crack. Will it ever really crack? Is something really going to happen? Im starting to believe that the changes are more subtle...no mass landing of ufos, no galactic quasi gamma ray blasting us on 12/21, no bad ass big brother to chip us...all smoke and mirrors to either drive us mad or make us look deeper in our own self. You ARE the egg. |
| 5ingularity (OP) User ID: 9473142 United States08/05/2012 03:56 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Maybe you are trying too hard. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 21289905 I was given some good advice in my younger days: "A day in which you learn nothing is a day wasted." Sometimes knowledge comes from simply observing, and existing in this seemingly everchanging world. Maybe its time for you to take a step back and just live. Yes yes, going back to basics! :) To see a World in a Grain of Sand And a Heaven in a Wild Flower, Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand And Eternity in an hour. With front row tickets to experience the show of lifetimes, I fear no more. -_0 |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 21289845  Canada08/05/2012 04:00 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yea... the blue pill would be a lot nicer. Quoting: chris999 The people who are not 'awake'... I wonder if it is better to be like them. To be completely ignorant as to what is about to happen... I have been trying hard to enjoy myslef and enjoy the things that we are currently taking for granted... Cherish every moment left of the good old days before they are gone. Lol at people who think they're awake. Really, no matter how more retarded I am then you, well be in the same line at the fema camp. |
| 5ingularity (OP) User ID: 9473142 United States08/05/2012 04:00 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yea... the blue pill would be a lot nicer. Quoting: chris999 The people who are not 'awake'... I wonder if it is better to be like them. To be completely ignorant as to what is about to happen... I have been trying hard to enjoy myslef and enjoy the things that we are currently taking for granted... Cherish every moment left of the good old days before they are gone. This is a source of anxiety, and as an avid GLP'er guilty of charge...we are sitting here waiting for the egg to crack. Will it ever really crack? Is something really going to happen? Im starting to believe that the changes are more subtle...no mass landing of ufos, no galactic quasi gamma ray blasting us on 12/21, no bad ass big brother to chip us...all smoke and mirrors to either drive us mad or make us look deeper in our own self. You ARE the egg. Prisoner of my own 5 senses... With front row tickets to experience the show of lifetimes, I fear no more. -_0 |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 9925617 United States08/05/2012 04:02 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yea... the blue pill would be a lot nicer. Quoting: chris999 The people who are not 'awake'... I wonder if it is better to be like them. To be completely ignorant as to what is about to happen... I have been trying hard to enjoy myslef and enjoy the things that we are currently taking for granted... Cherish every moment left of the good old days before they are gone. This is a source of anxiety, and as an avid GLP'er guilty of charge...we are sitting here waiting for the egg to crack. Will it ever really crack? Is something really going to happen? Im starting to believe that the changes are more subtle...no mass landing of ufos, no galactic quasi gamma ray blasting us on 12/21, no bad ass big brother to chip us...all smoke and mirrors to either drive us mad or make us look deeper in our own self. You ARE the egg. Prisoner of my own 5 senses... The only key is love. |
| chris999 User ID: 19470458 United States08/05/2012 04:06 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yea... the blue pill would be a lot nicer. Quoting: chris999 The people who are not 'awake'... I wonder if it is better to be like them. To be completely ignorant as to what is about to happen... I have been trying hard to enjoy myslef and enjoy the things that we are currently taking for granted... Cherish every moment left of the good old days before they are gone. This is a source of anxiety, and as an avid GLP'er guilty of charge...we are sitting here waiting for the egg to crack. Will it ever really crack? Is something really going to happen? Im starting to believe that the changes are more subtle...no mass landing of ufos, no galactic quasi gamma ray blasting us on 12/21, no bad ass big brother to chip us...all smoke and mirrors to either drive us mad or make us look deeper in our own self. I will tell you the truth. Just try to use your logic and discern the truth from all of the lies. The internet and television is being BOMBARDED with propaganda the past few months. They want you concerned about UFOs or going to Hell or the Sun is going to explode... Try to remember that you are being distracted from what is really happening down here on the real world. Right now, we humans in general need to be paying attention to what kind of mess our leaders are causing. I will admit that the doom and gloom on cable TV has calmed down some lately. But whatever is going on, the TPTB want us afraid and confused (and prepared...). My best instincts say that we are about to fight the biggest war in history unfortunately. Lets all hope that isnt true. I dont mean everything I say to be literal. I just like to throw around ideas, and play devil's advocate. I do not feel obliged to believe that the same God who has endowed us with sense, reason, and intellect has intended us to forgo their use. -Galileo Galilei |
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| 5ingularity (OP) User ID: 9473142 United States08/05/2012 04:09 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yea... the blue pill would be a lot nicer. Quoting: chris999 The people who are not 'awake'... I wonder if it is better to be like them. To be completely ignorant as to what is about to happen... I have been trying hard to enjoy myslef and enjoy the things that we are currently taking for granted... Cherish every moment left of the good old days before they are gone. This is a source of anxiety, and as an avid GLP'er guilty of charge...we are sitting here waiting for the egg to crack. Will it ever really crack? Is something really going to happen? Im starting to believe that the changes are more subtle...no mass landing of ufos, no galactic quasi gamma ray blasting us on 12/21, no bad ass big brother to chip us...all smoke and mirrors to either drive us mad or make us look deeper in our own self. I will tell you the truth. Just try to use your logic and discern the truth from all of the lies. The internet and television is being BOMBARDED with propaganda the past few months. They want you concerned about UFOs or going to Hell or the Sun is going to explode... Try to remember that you are being distracted from what is really happening down here on the real world. Right now, we humans in general need to be paying attention to what kind of mess our leaders are causing. I will admit that the doom and gloom on cable TV has calmed down some lately. But whatever is going on, the TPTB want us afraid and confused (and prepared...). My best instincts say that we are about to fight the biggest war in history unfortunately. Lets all hope that isnt true. The saddest part of it is that THEY feel its necessary for our own development... With front row tickets to experience the show of lifetimes, I fear no more. -_0 |
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| 5ingularity (OP) User ID: 9473142 United States08/05/2012 04:11 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Haha cant deny that during and a few minutes after, everything is freaking great with the world! But unless its with someone you truly love, I put in in the same bin as booze, gambling and drugs. Thats why I dont have fun at bars ;) With front row tickets to experience the show of lifetimes, I fear no more. -_0 |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 17213607  Australia08/05/2012 04:16 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | My quest in the unknown/spiritual/paranormal world began over 10 years ago. Back then I really committed myself to finding out what was going on out there. I knocked on many many doors, looked into many many things and read my butt off. Yes I do know more, Yes I can see what others don't see and Yes I have grown immensely form it. But I'm sick of it....I'm sick of living on the fringe, sick of going out to a bar not being able to enjoy myself because I can see pass all the social construct BS, tired of having a progressively harder time to find "real" (non IP based) people to which I can honestly speak from my heart. Funny thing is that the deeper I dig the more questions arise, its never freaking ending. Always on the watch of my own consciousness to not go coo coo puff on me and end up drooling in a psych ward. Quoting: 5ingularity Why o Why is the path to Gnosis so painful and lonely? (I know the answer...and that also pisses me off!) Probably better off with the blue pill? PS...no, Im not gonna blow my brains out. Yeah...it was shithole of a world BEFORE we knew just how utterly fucking DOOMED we really are... Now that we KNOW how utterly fucking DOOMED we are..its so much worse. One cannot UNtake the red pill unfortunatley. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 21289905 United States08/05/2012 04:17 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yea... the blue pill would be a lot nicer. Quoting: chris999 The people who are not 'awake'... I wonder if it is better to be like them. To be completely ignorant as to what is about to happen... I have been trying hard to enjoy myslef and enjoy the things that we are currently taking for granted... Cherish every moment left of the good old days before they are gone. This is a source of anxiety, and as an avid GLP'er guilty of charge...we are sitting here waiting for the egg to crack. Will it ever really crack? Is something really going to happen? Im starting to believe that the changes are more subtle...no mass landing of ufos, no galactic quasi gamma ray blasting us on 12/21, no bad ass big brother to chip us...all smoke and mirrors to either drive us mad or make us look deeper in our own self. I will tell you the truth. Just try to use your logic and discern the truth from all of the lies. The internet and television is being BOMBARDED with propaganda the past few months. They want you concerned about UFOs or going to Hell or the Sun is going to explode... Try to remember that you are being distracted from what is really happening down here on the real world. Right now, we humans in general need to be paying attention to what kind of mess our leaders are causing. I will admit that the doom and gloom on cable TV has calmed down some lately. But whatever is going on, the TPTB want us afraid and confused (and prepared...). My best instincts say that we are about to fight the biggest war in history unfortunately. Lets all hope that isnt true. While it is good that you are paying attention, understand where the information you are seeing is coming from. If the reason appears to be confusion: it is because the source itself is confused. Know yourself, and there you will find the truth and live. |
| chris999 User ID: 19470458 United States08/05/2012 04:18 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yea... the blue pill would be a lot nicer. Quoting: chris999 The people who are not 'awake'... I wonder if it is better to be like them. To be completely ignorant as to what is about to happen... I have been trying hard to enjoy myslef and enjoy the things that we are currently taking for granted... Cherish every moment left of the good old days before they are gone. Lol at people who think they're awake. Really, no matter how more retarded I am then you, well be in the same line at the fema camp. Maybe... but at the end of the day, the truth is that they will have to disarm us first. Smart people know now that throughout history, the people that have been burned in the ovens were disarmed first. Gun rights are more important than almost any issue right now. They are what makes the citizens ultimately free. I want to sit out this ride and hope that nothing earth-shattering is in our near future, but WTSHTF free men have the option of dying on their feet instead of their knees. I dont mean everything I say to be literal. I just like to throw around ideas, and play devil's advocate. I do not feel obliged to believe that the same God who has endowed us with sense, reason, and intellect has intended us to forgo their use. -Galileo Galilei |
| reversefiction User ID: 1860788 United States08/05/2012 04:22 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | My quest in the unknown/spiritual/paranormal world began over 10 years ago. Back then I really committed myself to finding out what was going on out there. I knocked on many many doors, looked into many many things and read my butt off. Yes I do know more, Yes I can see what others don't see and Yes I have grown immensely form it. But I'm sick of it....I'm sick of living on the fringe, sick of going out to a bar not being able to enjoy myself because I can see pass all the social construct BS, tired of having a progressively harder time to find "real" (non IP based) people to which I can honestly speak from my heart. Funny thing is that the deeper I dig the more questions arise, its never freaking ending. Always on the watch of my own consciousness to not go coo coo puff on me and end up drooling in a psych ward. Quoting: 5ingularity Why o Why is the path to Gnosis so painful and lonely? (I know the answer...and that also pisses me off!) Probably better off with the blue pill? PS...no, Im not gonna blow my brains out. Dude, I know how you feel. It sucks doing all the research, and wading through all the crap to find a nugget of gold. Get excited about it, and try to tell someone about, and they say "yeah so what." Maybe, I'm projecting my experience with this stuff here, but I can't imagine someone else not in my position not having that problem. Life is about the experience though man. I realized a little more than a year ago, it's not about what you know. But its what you do with what you know. Ask yourself who you trying to serve. Yourself? Or are you trying to do this to help others. If it's the latter man, give the help to others. Show them that you have gnosis, don't tell them. Last thing anyone wants is some pretentious person going around telling others how smart they are. If you show them however, you may find the path gets a little easier. And, people suck a little less. // My definition of insanity. bool try() { return false; } void insanity() { bool success = false; while(!success) { if(try()) { break; } } } |
