Very interesting thread OP. I feel that I can relate.

Love the input from other posters. There is not much more that I could add.

The frustration of flesh experienced could be an indication of what needs to be addressed on the inside.

Time for us to create a less painful path to realization.


"are you looking for a haven
anywhere that you may roam?
there is shelter an oasis of your own
come along, you'll find, you're already home"

Vargo~Silence