ive been wanting to quit for the last week or so. this will be my third go at it. the first time i went about 2 months. the second time for like 3 weeks.

but all the doom has been getting to me. i feel like i need to work on getting back my lung capacity and stop wasting money.

i know that the reason i haven't quit is that i dont really want to. im sure some of you guys know what i mean. i want to... but i enjoy smoking. i want to have my cake and eat it too and meanwhile im still smoking.

im about to light up my last cig in the pack. tomorrows a new day.