True.

The guy who I feel like is my soul mate, I learned to not settle. He opened my heart into receiving love. I just wish it was with him. I wish for once, I could get the guy. And of all the guys I have liked, he's one I really wished I had.

Seeing him, I feel my whole body fill with sadness. I stopped talking to him at work, since his gf works there. And I know she knows I like him. When I found out he was taken, I felt like I shouldn't try. If he felt the same, he would of dumped her by now. He still looks at me, and it confuses me. I got so shy when he would chat me up, I wasn't used to the attention either.

It's one of the most irritating experiences in my life. I pray to God for wisdom. I have this itching what if part going against "he is taken" part.


I have tried to like other guys, but nothing compares...nothing. This deep connection I feel when we look at each other. It's intoxicating. I rather just be single than settle. I'll go on dates with other guys, but I feel nothing. I try to move on, but this itching feeling won't let me. It doesn't feel right.