Do you live in my apartment complex, LOL.

Surprisingly they can also be totems, even good ones.

Cockroach - Survival

The Cockroach teaches us how to use what we have available to us for survival. To clean out the dead and useless aspects of our lives. When the Cockroach appears as a totem,
our sensitivity to subtle changes will be magnified.
We will have the power to scurry out of danger.

People with this totem often find that they had an abbreviated childhood – a premature movement into adulthood, the necessity to take on early responsibility.

Although often seen as a disgusting animal, the Cockroach is actually a gifted teacher in the art of survival and successful adaptability, especially in environment that may seem a bit hostile.

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