hey there. it seems like you are an insightful, influential soul. what makes you happy? does making internet presentations about the occult make you happy? what can you make to make yourself happy instead of scared? when one reaches a level of awareness that is very high they will shape the reality. i think maybe the MSM is something to be avoided because it does drive people insane.... on another not so presumptuous note, what does the constellation cancer have to do with the year 2012?