I can think back to a few times in my life where all I wanted to do was die. I think it's part of the human experience that we suffer.

It's how you climb out of the abyss and get back on your feet that counts. Take whatever lessons you have learned and start anew.

I can see that those times in my life where I was at my most desperate helped mold me into who I am, both good and bad.

If you feel the need to hurt yourself or others I hope you can get yourself some help immediately. I am guessing you are young...you still have a lot of life to live.