Uncomfortable spending Christmas with family.

Read this....... It may help you understand.




Every year around Christmas for almost 10 years or so now, I start feeling weird when my family starts celebrating Christmas...
Today, since in Germany we celebrate Christmas in the evening, it wasn`t any different, short before the Celebrations started, I started feeling weird again, like every year.
This feeling only leaves me again, when I can get away from the Christmas Celebrations.

It is as if the room is filled with thick air, even though everyone else feels quite normal and happy, its just me who can sense this and it always heavily affects me.

So now I want to share with you my Truth about Christmas, which some of you might be aware of already, but this thread is also a means of adressing this being, that is behind this charade and exposing it, because I don`t think many people have done this so far.

This year the understanding that came to me was, that Santa Claus or Father Christmas, is the same being as the Christian God Yahweh, "God the Father", and therfor Saturn.

It is in itself already quite telling, that even non Christians all around the world, have adopted this type of Christmas and Santa Claus archetype, and started celebrating something similar or even the same, without having any real deeper reason to do so...

Santa Claus, is the Judging God Entity for Children.
Children believe anything they are being told, so this being is very real for them. For Children Santa Claus exists, period.
Santa Claus can see everything Children are doing and watches them all the time over the whole year, making a list of what they are doing. Even when I`m writing this some rage starts boiling inside me, the mind fucking they do with our Children all around the world...

The most important thing for a child to learn is, that it is a free being, who can and needs to try anything, to learn what for them feels right and wrong, instead of being told by their parents or other authorities, what is right or wrong.
The normal Christian God is beyond the scope of understanding for a child, it cannot understand why it would be judged by this ominous being sitting on a cloud or why this god would even be so evil as to send people to a place like hell. This mindcontrol program, simply cannot access the pure mind of a child yet and is therfor useless.

But a nice old man with a fluffy white beard and flying reindeers, who brings presents to children who were behaving good starts their imagination, like a real life disney movie. This concept is much easier to understand and involves a reward, that is fathomable to children.
Which also leads to the point, that parents tell their children, that imaginary friends aren`t real, that very vivid dreams aren`t real, that none of their inherent spiritual abilities are real, but Santa Clause who is flying on a skid with reindeers is real, and dare any parent to tell their children, that it is a made up lie.

The whole Ritual of Christmas, prepares the child`s mind, into accepting the existence of a Judgemental Christian God, Yahweh, that has the very same characteristics, like Santa Claus.
He claims to be able to see everything, but only his judgement is a bit more cruel, because in this case it is not about present or no present, or even worse a rod, but Eternal Hell Fire or Eternal Heaven instead.

Through telling the Children, that they either get a present when they behave good, light side of duality, or behave bad, dark side of duality, one being explored, the other being taught to heavily fear... that they even get punished with a rod, if they were really bad, which for a child really just means, exploring their true freedom, since a child really cannot do anything really "bad" yet.
The child`s mind is being conditioned into accepting, that punishment of bad people through the Christian God Yahweh, is an acceptable behaviour and completely justified, even needs to be enforced.

And if all of this mind fucking with our Children wouldn`t be enough...
The Celebration of Christmas which involves the gifting of presents BIG or small... conditions the mind, for entering into a Matrix, where Rich People are good and better/behaved better and therfor get more materialistic presents, and poor people were somehow bad/behaved worse, since they can only afford less materialistic presents.

The same goes for rich and poor children, where the confident but arrogant and bullying child in school, brags about getting a new tv or video console from Santa Claus, while the quiet child that is really good in his heart, just might have gotten, something much smaller and less expensive... I guess you see where I`m going with his.

Truth be told I hate Christmas, since I know the truth behind it, it is an ugly mindcontrol program, fucking with the purity of our Children`s Mind, and not a fucking single bit more than that.

I know what you are doing Yahweh and I will not keep quite anymore, with your bullshit false synthetic light programs that have infected the minds of our Children and Adults!

This needed to be released, now I can hopefully happily celebrate Mother Earth, Father Sun and Myself, for just Being Us and Winter being a time, where Mother Earth blesses us with Snow, instead of being a time where "Christmas is coming"...

How is this for sharing the Spirit of Christmas... would it really be that bad to tell our children, that they get their presents from us as every other child around the world, because we love them unconditionally for who they are...?

I'm with you on that my friend.

Feel sick to the stomach and just pissed my missis off totally by not going with her to do the 'circus' - driving miles and miles round to see each one of her family in turn, the 'meet and greet' and then on to the next.

As for my folks I find time to see them each week and rarely let a week go by I don't tell my folks how much I love them and give them a big hug.... so I'll be f**ked if I'm doing it today because I'm required too as 'its Christmas'. I don't need Coca-Cola or Toys'r'f**king-us to remind me every 5 mins for the last 2 months that today is about seeing my family and lavishing them with gifts.

Probably the main reason I hate this time of year though, is I am a serving Police Officer, and have been since I was 19. This is the first Christmas day in 10 years I have had off and my memories of this time of the year for the last decade are of terrified beaten women, crying kids, being covered in blood, snot and tears from families who get on the 'Christmas ale' and seem to feel the need to beat sh*t out of each other along with anyone else that gets in the path, dealing with the massive increase in suicides and sudden deaths that this time of year always throws up, and telling people that husbands/wives/children are dead cos some dick decided to have one to many egg-nogs and wiped them out as they drove home shedded.

Oh, and Muppets Christmas Special.... those furry f**ks can p**s off as well.

yep..mum and dad rowing in the kitchen about the parsnips and dad blowing on the glasses to clean them..dad then did a dramatic scene and said he was leaving and started going out of the front door..mum then screamed back 'stop threatening me with divorce over this richarrrrddddd!'

jeepers...

I'm supposed to go over to dad's house for Christmas tomorrow, but I can't bring myself to do it. Dad, his wife, my brother, SIL, niece, nephew and even my mom. Dad's wife's daughter and her family might be there too.

I don't want to go. I feel uncomfortable for some unknown reason.

I hate Christmastime. I haven't bought anyone any presents. I did just order dad something from Amazon but I procrastinated so it won't be here until the 28th.

So, I'm going to call in sick. I'd rather spend the day alone or hang out at a bar with other people who are skipping Christmas.

It's not really a proper family Christmas unless there is screaming, tears and mega-drama!

so true! dads now calmed down a bit and eating peanuts in the frotn room..i helped mum chop carrots and she told me about when she was talking to her grandmas sister who married my great grandpa after my great grandma died from tuberculosis and my grandpa was then raised by his auntie and they went on to have many more children. But the most interesting thing i learned about was when mums 'great aunti evelyn' told her about when she used to visit her grandma- this would be my great great great grandma- who they called underground granny wilson! because they used to visit her on the underground ...so i have a great great great underground grandma wilson!

I'm supposed to go over to dad's house for Christmas tomorrow, but I can't bring myself to do it. Dad, his wife, my brother, SIL, niece, nephew and even my mom. Dad's wife's daughter and her family might be there too.

I don't want to go. I feel uncomfortable for some unknown reason.

I hate Christmastime. I haven't bought anyone any presents. I did just order dad something from Amazon but I procrastinated so it won't be here until the 28th.

So, I'm going to call in sick. I'd rather spend the day alone or hang out at a bar with other people who are skipping Christmas.

The most important thing for a child to learn is, that it is a free being, who can and needs to try anything, to learn what for them feels right and wrong, instead of being told by their parents or other authorities, what is right or wrong...............................

Either just act nice for the good of shit, or don't go, go do something else that you like doing