Anybody Else Been VERY SAD The Last Few Days?????

I few weeks now.

I think it might be "survivors guilt".

ie I am about to completely free myself from "the game" and I feel like the rest of humanity is dead inside, with no real hope left.

I tried to help, but no one wants to listen to a "nobody".

I have. Yesterday morning especially- I actually cried. No reason either except I felt a great 'loss', a deep sadness at the passing/ ending of something.

Just been back home now 2 weeks or so from hospital. Diod the ultimate took an overdose, was in hospital for 5 days, said i was lucky (duhhh)

Yes i kn ow cowards way out, but sxadly this time of the year gets me bad. Stems from childhood, being in care took away from physchotic parents.

Had a childhood that memories provided are like visiting hell for me.

Dealt with this for years, this time i just could not cope, goes to show how quick a person can snap and think enough mental pain is enough. I took a huge mixture of pills inclding paracetamol, zimivane vallium and temaepam.

I am glad now to still be here, but i was in a dark p;lace. getting bettter i have the crisis team on me and giving me loads of help, they are good to be there for me.

But life goes on, i know many many people have had a worse life than me. I know many will say coward for trying and could be true, but my history i have not detailed, to long and sad to go into.

I just hope all is well for people and they and us all wake up in 2014 to a better future? Debatable i know.

By the way OP keep yer chin up.

Christmas day I started feeling off and a touch sad. It has only progressively gotten worse to the point of feeling empty and depressed although I have no reason to feel such a way. It`s possible that with so much excitement leading up to Christmas after it's over it can feel a bit of a letdown but this is more than that. Can't seem to shake it either.

Some people need that more than others..
But I´ll never understand breast-implants. I haven´t seen one woman who has become more attractive with it.
Actually I believe this a not a sign of a strong character being so dependent on that others are always attracted in this way.. but on the other hand this can make a relationship very passionate if you can look what lies behind this. Anyway, you gotta figure out, you know her, not me or any other here. I think there´s a lack of something and many women try to fill up that space with something for it..

I also cannot really cope with most of those norms..

Hang in there to everyone feeling bad. Keep focused on changing the things that are draining. Create positive. Walk away from the fear and loathing. Do not focus on the sad but use it to transform to what you do want from life.