This Is A Rant... Do Not Click This If You Dont Wanna Read a LOT of Bitching

I fucking warned you in the title...

let the bitching begin!



My wife has been having some hella pain for the last 6 months. She has been in a lot of misery. She has just now been able to walk a mile without giving up from the pain. Her back kills her and her leg.

I been taking a care of her, my mom, and my father... all 3 have some medical issues.

I wont get into the problems of my parents...

But I mentioned beforet that my wife needed an MRI on the 5th of this month... I lucked out and was able to get the MRI...
500 dollars is now $2,000
gotta love loans... yay ! lol at least she got it!

Anyways the MRI results came back and turns out she has an Herniated Disc in her lower back thats pushing on her sciatic nerve. Causing pain down her entire leg.
as well as a Tarlov cyst... on her spine
which from what I gather is a collection of spinal fluid. The Doctor said it was a severe case
and was quite perplexed/baffled as to why this had happened... she just turned 28, 130 Pounds had a active lifestyle...

but hasnt done any physical labor... and has no real reason to have this sort of issue.

but she has the spine of someone triple her age?!

She hurt herself last june while running and has problems ever since. A simple run just like many before…
it baffles the doctor… how did THAT fuck up her back?!

The doctor said the only relief to her pain was surgery.

She doesnt take pain meds any stronger than Tylenol and its took months of self therapy with my help to overcome the pain to be able to function on her own somewhat.
‘Mind over matter… type stuff’


But surgery isn’t happening anytime soon… I live in an economic hell hole… and no I don’t want your money, this isn’t a begging or an attempt to collect money. I just wanna bitch.

I try to be strong for her... but mother fucker I am so fucking hurt that this is happening... I don’t know If I wanna cry, punch something or just sit here and act normal lol


Don’t get me wrong I know we are not the ‘worst case’ out there… we are very lucky and blessed.
I was glad to hear my wife’s diagnosis over something like cancer… which had me pretty stressed… thinking it was a possibility…

Even still its nerving. I’ll be by her side and stick it out…
“Sickness and Health” no matter what I will keep those vows.

And this long ramble … is so I can vent to you all
so I can remain rock solid to her.


But have anyone of you heard of such in someone with a active lifestyle? That’s not over weight and only 28?

Oh…
we’ll never have kids… turns out she is infertile.
we wanted a child so bad.
Oh well.

since I'm bitching...

Just had a job contract crash and burn to the ground a great chance to open up plenty of financial opportunity/work …gone, down the fucking drain… one of my so called friends fucked me over. Spent hours and hours and hours working on a project for him and now... poof nothing nada



So there is it… some of my fucking problems. Lol

we'll make it through this :)

Last Edited by Dr. Acula on 12/10/2013 01:33 PM