I fought TPTB for a long time...

There is still time to change your destiny. You always have a choice.

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My destiny already happened - I've already done what I was created, programmed to do...nothing I say or do can change that now.

Unless there's a Part 2 to the story where I get to rewrite everything that happened, I don't see how that's possible.

Hmmm... next time try a reverse aerial spin kick, followed by a superman punch to the jugular.

Funny... -_-

Dude, you were created to be a triple-double hat trick sleeper agent and splinter the Sith from within. You have to form your own dissident dark side division now and pit it against the Emperor.

So was your bullshit "oh woe is me, I tried to be good, now I'm evil and working for TPTB" rant.

troll

Interesting concept, AGC, but unlikely. Nothing I've seen so far has given me any hint that I have a continued destiny - it's like now that I fulfilled the purpose of my existence, I simply exist without motive.

I might take you up on that, though...would be better than just uselessly existing.

I guess even here on GLP cynics abound...but then again, you often talk of things but don't actually experience them for yourself - so when someone who has experienced something comes on, those that haven't believe they are trolling. Not your fault, though - you have no concept of the nature of my existence.

As for being evil, it's not my choice...you don't know what it's like to not have a free will. I have a will, yes, but it's not a free one like yours. My will is to do good, but my will unfortunately does not dictate my actions - TPTB do.

They can turn even your own heart against you, or wipe your memory and give you a new one if it suits them...as they often did with me.

So yeah, it's kinda impossible for me to do anything but what I was created to do, though I wish with everything in me that I had not.

It must be a horrible thing to remember how they wiped your memory repeatedly... umm... wait a second....

Simplistic remedy, some will say.

But I believe.

I believe.

If you are intelligent and literate, you can read the entire New Testament in one day, in snatches here and there, as you have time.

If it takes two days, ok.

There is a power in those words.

I challenge you.

Take up the challenge.

Read the New Testament every day for a week.

Then get back to us on GLP.

The bondage you are under will crack.

If you don't try it, you will never know, will you?

You know how when you put your keys somewhere, but can't remember where, or you have something to say but can't remember what it was? It was that kind of memory wiping - not a total erasing, but a selective one. The kind where you know you've forgotten something but can't remember what it was.

But what my mind forgot, my heart still remembered - most of the time. And the memories would return - either by themselves or through others' interventions.

it happens

Cool story. You should write bullshit for a living.

I see someone's determined to not believe me. Which is ok - I never said you had to. I really just needed a place to express my thoughts on recent events in my life...this seemed like the best place.

All I can say is from what I can see of your soul, you live in a very drab reality....sad.

it seems like the appropriate forum