op you still didnt answer him. how was this organized? what do you mean he "let it go"? if enough people believe anything, it's easier to join in. and how convenient is it that speaking in tongues is completely non-translatable. the falling out thing is bs too. you're just in a cult that REALLY believes this junk, so they act it out. the only thing you felt was being part of something bigger. ignorant, but bigger. and yes, it does feel good and right because everyone around you is agreeing with you. look into psychology. why is everyone so terrified of being wrong and having to start over. that's what learning is.