Oh, sweetie! I can tell you all kinds of normal and nice things. The amazing Em is talking more and more in words we can understand! Baby K is growing like a little weed. Youngest son is FINALLY talking to us all again, probably because he wants to come back home for the summer!LOLOL If anyone knows about college loans he can get without a co-signer, I'd appreciate hearing about them.

Let's see...the critters. Always good for a groan! Digger is living up to her name, I just wish she'd leave my poor grapes alone. I need to get some fencing. We'll probably have to get some dirt to fill in the holes. She's spreading the dirt out REALLY well. Buddy is bringing home a relatively new cow carcass home, one piece at a time. REALLY gross! I think my outside mama kittie might be pregnant. I'll know in a week or two.

It's warm today, finally, and the sky is a beautiful blue. No chemtrails in the sky. It's not too windy today, so no dust.

I don't know what's going on with all of this, but I'm calm. That, in itself, is unusual, but good. Whatever is happening, it isn't what it seems. All of this for one young man? I don't think so, but life goes on, Flav. It always has and always will. We're watching our world change, right before our eyes. How will it turn out? Idk, but it will be different from last week. We've all prepped as best we can, we've all learned so many things. We're amazing, intelligent, strong people. We will live our lives with all the grace and dignity we can muster. We MUST keep seeing good wherever it can be found, it will always still be there. It might be harder to find, but it'll be there. Look for that. Bad things are always easier to see, keep looking for good and love. It's in your heart, right where you left it. Promise.