TB

How very inspirational you are. You are very lucky to have the grandbabies to cherish, I know I will enjoy that when my time comes, right now I have my furry little Lucy and my not so furry handful Jake.

He fell in the pool this morning, I kept pulling him away and bringing him back to the deck but he was persistent in trying to go to the edge and walk around the damn thing.

I watched closely so as soon as he fell in I called him to the edge and scooped him out. Hopefully that will stick in his head for a while and make him leary of going near the edge again. His sight is very very poor and gets worse each day. His hair is all but gone, not sure if its from the diabetes, but its thinned to nothing and you can see his skin without moving the hair. He seems to be pretty content for the most part and not in pain or anything, sometimes you can tell he just doesn't feel well but he sleeps it off.

I have made a ton of soap the past week just staying away from news and keeping busy, trying new stuff just my own way of semi meditating when I do soap alone and nobody is home.

I am looking forward to getting away a few times this summer, it will be a well needed break from here.

So I guess for me its a combo of what is going on in the world around me and also in my own little world that's got me trying to make things better, but honestly, being the main caretaker of Jake makes it hard to do much in more than 4 hour increments unless I want to come home to pee all over my floors or him and his cage.
Lousy choices