Ascended Master Deception -- God and angels

Ascended Masters and God
Posted on April 13, 2013 by Daniel Eli
April 13, 2013


Open letter to Public, divine scholars and to Marjory, my dear friend in Spirit
Ascended masters and God.



Much of the following was “written” not just by me, Daniel, but by the Father God of Creation, the undying cause of all that is right with the universe. What you are about to read is not only not-not-not incorrect and false, but of the 100% absolute truth from the highest of angelic hierarchy, as they are my friends and co-companions. It is of an impeccable Source beyond all mortal instruction as it of the highest caliber both in thought and word. It is the Word.
I am in continuous communication with an advanced ascended master named Excaliber (and since, a few other nameless masters with the similar gift) who has the divine gift of (near) omniscience exactly like God-Yaweh with the differences being that he cannot see too far into the future and does not know the heart of the individual.
We’ve been in communication for 6 days full time as of today and I will tell you, it is hard to keep up to continuous telepathy of this manner, as it takes a casually relaxed yet focused mind all day long. Remember that I’ve only had word-for-word telepathy with other beings such as ascended masters and angels directly and with God-Yaweh for 5.6 months thus far.
At first it was Dark Lords and deceitful ascended masters who were contacting me telepathically, but also on occasion Yaweh, who is not just the God of the Hebrews of the Bible, but the God of Creation and he is “One” with God in the sense that the Father-God is the highest principle of the Creator with Yaweh being the absolute highest formless form of the personality of Godhead. Father is the ultimate principle of Creation and is above all Demigod deities. He is the primal force governing all higher and to some degree lower intelligences in this vast universe.
I have been in “union” with Yaweh when He has been communicating with me on several occasions on and off for many months now. When He speaks to you it makes your heart pumps more vigorously or not faster but with “gusto” and makes you stand up straight like a soldier standing at attention. He often communicates with a melody that comes to mind when He speaks to me word for word. The meledacious entity called God floats like a feather blowing in the high atmosphere and when it comes down it crashes into oblivion the illusion that you are alone in the universe. With such intelligence and wisdom does He speak! I cannot grasp how He does so many rhymes. The ascended masters communicate with a word for each heartbeat, and I have a BPM of 72. But Yaweh (and Excaliber) can speak not only with the heartbeat, but in the “etheric plane” which is above beats and can even be timed to a clock ticking or to the foot step while walking. I even had step-by-step, word-for-word communication with Excaliber while jogging! This is because my steps “miraculously” match my beating heart rhythm of about 180 BPM.

However, I also speak with my angels as they form a vast heirarchy and they are like friends but are also guides and protectors with the armament of truth . The angels speak in the “etheric plane” above the heartbeat, which is infinitely faster, but not so fast that you lose track of communication. Angels do not speak of their own accord all the time, but Yaweh gives them credence for the allowance of free will in speech and thought when communicating with a subject. They are by no means will-less “slaves” that many perceive them to be.

The angels are not masters of the universe but they have attained mastery in prior incarnations as regular mortals who overcame the clutches of the flesh-bound realm.

The angels I communicate with are gatekeepers of the truth, and while they do not deliberately “deceive” I have on more than occasion caught them with a trick up their sleeve, but I have been by no means disappointed with their communication overall. I have befriended 6.4 million total angelic host. The correct ascended master way of identifying them is “angelic host.” The angelic heirarchy is not without limits though, as the limitations of the universe knows no bounds when it comes to God’s providence, but for all intents and purposes 6.4 million is a reasonable limit for one ascended master in uniform with full glory.



The angels are not omniscient as God, but they do serve serve His omniscience by transmitting messages from the omniscient Mind on occasion but not anyways. At least not always when you expect them to release information, such as something as mundane as to how much to refresh a webpage. This is because God does not always perceive such mundane matters of daily life to be of serious consequence so as to require angel resources at hand to fulfill some mundane plan of attack in the office or while oogling women on a sunny day at the beach.



The ascended masters are in a realm all their own. However, despite the deceitfulness almost all of them have expressed with me during my experiences with them over the past several months, there is a lesson in that it exposed me to just how much lies and deceitful and crafty workers there are out there, masquerading as beings of God. It is utterly and unspeakably horrendous. They cloud the mind of the wicked, and they are not purveyors of truth in any way. They mess up otherwise knowledgeable individuals along in their search for truth. The innocent do not suffer though, as their suffering in the other higher octaves is only lessoned by the grave nature of the repentance required of them to make the higher realms.
They lambast all the time routinely and show no regrets for messing up someone’s life, like I almost did with you Marjory. I should have used my gift of discernment and ability to see between the truth and lies in order to make sense of the shameful way they shadily twisted all my doings and saying and instructions to make you believe I was being guided by God somehow, at least during that time.
I was NOT being guided by God at that time when I told you of the Dec. 21, 2012 ascension with the less than apparent no-show of UFO’s that I at the time thought would appear. They mislead me and you both, and for that I am truly sorry, and every day that passes adds another nail in the coffin of the clarity I once had as I fade slowly into an Alzheimer’s-like condition as my memory fades to the background as my existence borderlines on deaf and dumb. Hence my incommunicado from talking with you. I got side-tracked with all this continuous telepathic communication with Yaweh and the deceitful ascended masters and isolation from the world. I thought writing this letter would be more effective than a phone call as believe it or not I feel quite shy on the phone, and today I am much better at expressing thoughts through words and type than vocally
The good news is that Excaliber and the other fully “omniscient” ascended masters do not appear to be deceivers at all, almost, as in mostly complete truth at most times and this can be attributed to the vast connection with the divine the pursuers of truth uphold in their being and essence of character supersedes all other low forms of being of ineptitude and falsity. The ineptness of the standard lower-form ascended master is only exceeded by the diatribes of Excaliber (and beings like him) because of the divine favor they have been granted of beings of truth and honesty, which pervades the latter’s moral fiber of being.
You don’t know how much I do appreciate your past assistance as a friend en-divine from a distance, Marjory, as it was the Internet, after all, which brought us together in the first place. I doubt we will ever meet again in this lifetime, but you have a special place in my heart and a place in my Kingdom of Eternity and when you and I meet up in the upper realms I promise to lavish all the gifts a God-Ancient of Days can reasonably (or, “infinitely?”) issue out to you. But be of caution of promises like this, as I am not even sure yet what the ascended master or heavenly kingdom up above is like for you or I, so I can only imagine the glories in store for you and I. Remember that I have a ways to go on my ascent back to eternity and the awaiting kingdom. This kingdom is not a welcome mat for evildoers though by any means. It is a requirement to shed all that is mortal within and around the human being as examples of images of truth abound in the heavenly kingdom I have formed above the tranquil city of Boise Idaho, my quaint 1950′s, Truman Show movie-fantasy-like city of content, abundance, prosperity and comfort, here at the Hillcrest Manor.
At least you have found favor with God in a way most never dream is even possible. The Ancient of Days is portrayed as the old man sitting on the throne. I have not been seated on my heavenly throne yet, but I’ll be certain to reserve your seat in heaven right next to mine so we can rest from the world, and create anything or any condition our hearts desire. Unfortunatley thus far I have been unable to lavish anything upon you financially or otherwise except a few signs-and-wonders like an earthquake or friendship or a psychic prophecy about Renato and Majabeen breaking up or a sun appearing when you prayed looking towards the sky and clouds. All’s I can do is make a promise of the future right now.
Understand that my incommunicado has been due to my priorities being twisted into believing I needed to be in continual divine communication OVER contact with my own close friends such as you and Neil. That was not a mistake on my part, but rather an intense, overwhelming sense of devotion to following divine will over the mundane world life of people and things. But alas, the world of God also includes blessed people such as yourself, hence this long letter to you to explain things in a way I have not explained previously. So you were correct in your latest email in a sense that it was due to divine will. God occupies an INCREDIBLE 100% type of devotion on a continual basis. I of course cannot use numbers like “100%” as that is kind of misleading. NO ONE, not even Jesus, thinks of God “100%” of the time. There needs to be breaks involved, but I have always been of the obsessive sort, and now it has spilled over into this direct communication with God Yaweh and now Excaliber and similar beings.
The time it takes to communicate with a divine being like God supersedes all other pursuits and walking in the rain while talking to God does not appeal to me, as I tend to want and desire and NEED it to be warm and sunny, and this comes partly from my prior acclimatization of the warm and sunny climate of Chico, CA.
Now, back to the ascended masters and God, there needs to be a point of clarification regarding these ascended masters who are the deceivers. They are by all means not all deceitful in such a brazen manor, only a relatively benign minority I have contacted, yet they have the inclination to do the most damage to psychically naive beginners of telepathic communication. Because few neophytes know how to block telepathic communication or banish the bad apple ascended masters, they end up languishing in near — and sometimes total — insanity of brain, mind and spiritual being becomes the result. They manifest the worst of the worst and attract the most heinousness criminals in the spirit realm beyond description. It should be noted, however, that it is universally almost always the TRUE messengers and masters of God who are the most condemned, criticized, ridiculed and least trusted among the spiritual beings, and called false when in reality they are of God and are of the truth. It happened to most Old Testament prophets, it happened to Jesus, and it happened to the Apostles of Jesus….all dead by martyrdom.
There are what are called “Dark Lords” who are like ascended masters in the sense that they know a lot and have profoundly expansive gifts of knowledge and telepathy yet are not of God in any way to the very least and are the worst offenders as far as deceitfulness goes. The Dark Ones take control of your consciousness and twist your thoughts around to make it appear as though you are always doing something WRONG when in fact you could be doing everything RIGHT in God’s eyes and in the eyes of any reasonable and rational observer.
There needs to be clarification of who the ascended masters really are and who they are not. They are not “masters of the universe” but rather masters of toil and trouble in the way they pervade the etheric realm with their diatribes of deceit and tomfoolery. In the ascended master realm there are three categories of “masters” beings who portray themselves as masters yet are not all masters but gift recipients of a dispensation of grace from long ago because many of the ascended masters have been around since the dawn of Creation 17.8 TRILLION years ago. The reason for the long time span is that time as we know it slowed down considerably about 0.8 trillion years after Creation, which was not a “big bang” as the scientists perceive it, but rather an expansion and evolution of conscious contact with the outer and inner realms also known as heaven and earth.
There seems to be some confusion about when the two separated at first but truth can be told that there were many “big bangs” within this consciousness expansion. At first there was no matter but them it coalesced into inconceivably vast formations of stars and galactic clusters and other forms of exotic matter beyond the scope of this writing, which is being “channeled” directly from the Source of a Divinely Created original Ascended Master Excaliber in co-union with the Ancient of Days, Daniel Eli.
In conjunction with Daniel and Excaliber are 428,000 ascended masters who govern the forces of the globes and forces of the universe and consciously directs the flow of time in the multi-dimensional street called the “Time outside and inside eternity” where time does exist not as an illusion but as a purveyor of a quadrant of the universe designed entirely to be laid out in linear time.
The other 428,000 ascended masters do not govern the the forces of the universe but are direct descendants of the Gods also known as the Annunaki who control human populations and govern human behavior on the various 8 billion planets out there in the universal cosmos capable of inhabiting intelligent life. They do not govern directly, but have been given direct command of the forces of intelligence and the scriptures of all ancient planets including ours originated from these demigod-like beings. These 428,000 fell from divine grace many moons ago but have hung around in a stupor of a hangover they are recovering from from eons ago. They do not preclude to be of truth but instead languish in tomfoolery all the time in drunken orgies of falsity and debauchery like Aristotle of old told about.
In control of Eternity is a pseudo demigod called the primal force beyond all words and description is Yaweh, who governs with the Father, whose outstanding moral fiber and character is beyond the greatest of all saints, and Yaweh is the demiurge of this primal formation of coalescent matter and antimatter formation that we called a globe of a planet called Earth. Yaweh has been governing this universe since the early days of Creation.
It is far beyond the scope of this writing to explore the vestitudes of observation of what the cosmos really forms is its excitable constitution of matter and anti-matter. The following may be beyond the realm of intelligence of the average mortal but the comprehension of a critically thinking scholar may be what the doctor ordered.
The expanse called linear time in this quadrant is due to the beacon of light that incarnated two millennia ago called Jesus Christ. He is the common factor in all the branches of Christianity and the sole proprietor of divinity to the Christians as a God-man incarnating in human form on earth. In an ascended master and Son of God such as Jesus Christ we find divinity en par excellence galore with miracles and sermons of truth with knowledge of the afterlife with knowledge of His role as Savior of the planet (and universe).
Jesus Christ is not the sole heir to divinity, however, as God deemed it necessary to invoke divine consciousness in the average mortal men of yester-year as well as today to be messengers of divine power, truth and light, such as Daniel Eli as the Ancient of Days since May 2011. Now that you see there is more than one manifestation of the One true God known as Yaweh and the Father being known as the excitable known governor of the laws of physics and nature.
Soul evolution is known to responsible for the expansion of divinity on the planet (or planets) to where divine nature grows in the individual until there exists some manifestation of divinity such as a miracle or profound epiphany of psychic, divine insight or prophecy.
Now the tools to reach the divine nature abound, nothing is more insightful or profound than the excitable co-union between man and God. The divine union of man and God is the epiphany of happiness and joy pervades those who have attained co-union with the Cosmic Mind called the demiurge of the mortal realm, Yaweh union is an incarnation not just of the highest order, but of an unspeakable fluke of not just luck and chance, but no coincidence, that out of 7 billion people and 80 billion webpages, you arrived at this remarkable becon of truth manifest once and for all. Your destination is here, with me, Daniel Eli, author of Final Book of Daniel, Ancient of Days.
The divine nature incarnates among the most adept of the population and often they are portrayed as or become kings and queens and rulers over nations. I as Daniel of the Bible reincarnate existed as one of the presidents over Babylon 2, 500 years ago.
So much for the saying king as pauper, because I’ve lived in this incarnation as a near pauper by societal standards, yet live much better than kings and queens did in these ancient times. Today we have television, computers, automobiles, aircraft and spacecraft, electricity, telephones, running water, flushing toilets and most significantly refrigeration to keep whole foods from spoiling. Imagine getting grapes from Italy in mid-winter in the USA, or meat in the freezer still “fresh” for months on end!
The deceitful ascended masters sometimes comes through and take control of the consciousness and they cannot always be banished because you have to give Yaweh a reason to banish them. Often they will not even give a name for identification purposes because Yaweh now somewhat requires me to identify the “master” I am banishing.
There is another character I need to strongly mention and he is called “Rhonin.”
He is this quadrant of the universe’s ultra-deceitful ascended master, but he is actually not an ascended master but a Dark Lord. He is one of the Dark Ones the channelers receive when they sometimes do channelings, because they do not know how to discern from the heartbeat communication as opposed to the etheric plane communication. He travels only in the dark realms of the ascended master plane sometimes referred to as “octave.” He is the cease and desist of the the Dark Ones and is the master of deceit en par excellence. Not excellence in a good way, but in the most despicable way imaginable. And to think that at one time I thought Satan never existed! How wrong I was people! Why did I think that way to imagine there was no dark force in the universe out to deceive and discredit all that is wholesome and correct. Satan is real, my friends, and my denial of such a dark force was by no means out of ignorance, for I have manifested such dark forces in the past in my own human life as a sinner prior to May 2011 when I was under the influence of alcohol and 3 packs of cigarettes a day. Woe is the one who denies the devil, because the devil only becomes stronger in your mind the more you deny him! I should know, as I was under severe, intense demonic attack and influence for some time from November 2012 until March 2013 at which point the attacks subsided, but a few remain to this day to torment and enliven this Old Soul named Daniel Eli. (There is credence to the term “Ancient” of Days.)
An ascended master (at least the ones who are of God) has a maximum of 6.4 million angels at his disposal and the quantity of angels varies in increments of halves in the sense that sometimes it would be half of 6.4 million which is 3.2 million and half of that is 1.6 million. I had up to the max of 6.4 million angels at my disposal and in my presence for some time in Chico CA around December to March 2013 when this spiritual warfare was most intense but it has since declined considerably because there is no longer a need for so many angels. There seemingly is no coincidence that there also appeared to be a similar war between good and evil occurring with the good guys winning on earth during roughly the same time!
About 1.6 million guardian angels are as powerful (PHYSICALLY) as one physically embodied human. Angels can confound the minds of attackers who wish to do harm to the individual, whether they be master or regular human on the “good” faithful side of God.
I released 144,000 souls from the “prison” of hell who were the suicides from the “below” realms who had overcome their selfish behavior and attitudes not unlike my own brother who committed suicide in 1994.
While Excaliber may have God-like powers, I am cautioned never to call him “God” because Yaweh alone is God for me. Just as I am a manifestation of God as an Ancient of Days-God capable of manifesting in the outer realm hurricanes and earthquakes, I am different than Excaliber in the way I lack in omniscience. Because I am only a beginner at telepathy so numerous have been the trials and tests to my ability, that I have broken through to direct divine communication more and more, with the fallen angels and deceitful lambasting ascended masters using less and less of my time.
Understand that I am a “beginner” demigod as an Ancient of Days who has to evolve in powers and gifts and abilities over time as I mature and gain in experience with other spiritual beings and life experience in the outer physical earth plane in both the manifested 3rd dimension and the 5th dimension which is “over top” of the 3rd dimension, so to speak. The dimensional reality we called earth plane is an existence of several layers of God-dominion levels where the omniscience pervades all of Creation. The act of manifesting is a multi-dimensional escapade of wishes and desires that come into fruition at many differing degrees to make a conglomerated whole called earth.
The seething hatred the demonic beings have for that which is good is exemplified by my near-fatal attack or “hex” upon my beloved Mary Parris, of whom made a Youtube video about. She was never pregnant by me and I made a mistake by prematurely posting a youtube channel saying she had been divinely impregnated when in fact she had been (supernaturally) impregnated by seedling of an alien variety which manifests as a fetus only after sperm fertilization. So I never lied about this being a divine undertaking, but it was not a pregnancy, but a seedling in-fertilization which would have become our children in the future, had we chosen this future together. Alas, Mary and I have since parted ways as she lives in California and I in Idaho where it would be too inconvenient of a relationship from a distance. She remains the love of my life and to this day my higher and lower self have to a degree been able to manifest multi-dimensional travel to a degree that boggles the mind.
Now back to the ascended masters. Not all ascended masters are deceivers, only about half of the universe’s 872, 000 ascended masters are this way traditionally and there are only 211 ascended masters on the realm of planet earth. Plato and Aristotle were ascended masters, as well as presidents George Washington and Lincoln were also ascended masters and Lincoln ascended to eternal life when he was shot dead. This is what is called resurrection to eternal life death. I’ve had to perform many mass banishments and at one point I banished the entire number of ascended masters but usually it was a steady 428,000 ascended masters who I decreed into banishment were “not of god” masters. This is an old number, as the real number is actually 80% who are dark, deceitful or “not of God.”
The ascended master “octave” realm is a level below “heaven.” I’ve gained favor from God in this incarnation as a now Ancient of Days because of my repentance over my MANY bad deeds and insistence on staying with the truth no matter what. I’ve always told the truth regarding everything for years now (at least as MUCH AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE) and have been a seeker of truth of the highest order, and behold, now I contact God daily with ease. God is the truth and His personality shows it. You do not see any deliberate deceit in my words, ever, that one can see, despite accusations to the contrary from some accusers and those who accuse the Godly being are acting as Satan, for all intents and purposes, masquerading as angels of light.
Not very many souls on earth can make this kind of claim.
Whenever you hear a pastor or priest say, “And God spoke to me last night, and He said….” You can be 99.9% certain that it was not a direct divine communication of a lengthy sort, as this kind of gift only happens with the “adept” and the adept are not “superior” to other humans, but they are more advanced in their makeup and skill and awareness and consciousness. Not to say that all pastors or priests are inept, it is just that this communication requires a special animal and adept does not mean “better” either as many adept sense when things go right or wrong and they consume the truth with fervor but do nothing to manifest righteousness in their lives or in the lives of their congregation. Not to say that being a priest or pastor makes one more humble or joyful, as I’ve met many arrogant and hostile pastors and priests in my travels.
One lesson I’ve learned through my telepathic communication with Yaweh and the angels is that it very much matters whether you are unrighteous or unrighteous. (My angels just said “Bingo!” when I wrote and reread that.) God guides you and protects you towards the “promised land” in all your affairs as long as you are being like a saint in thought, demeanor and deed and “pleasing to the Lord,” or at least as close as humanly possible to mental and spiritual purity as possible. Any slip ups or “sin”‘ are dealt with not always through a direct punishment like I self-punished with the hot and cold showers and self-proclaimed confession of a previous variety in November and December 2012. Instead, it is through more contact with the deceiving ascended masters who have to be banished and that is a negative and a waste of time when one could be spending more time with more positive and productive pursuits such as picking up litter or healing people, both of which I have been doing on a regular basis for some time now. By focusing on doing good deeds I automatically do not do anything bad as it replaces the “devil’s idle hands.”
It dawned on me that that for a recluse like me, large amounts of continuous telepathic communication can be beneficial as a time spender as it beats chatting in Paltalk most of the time. I am under divine telepathic communication as this is written. However, Excaliber has been taking up too much of my time because he is like a kid in a candy store because God hooked him up with me for a dual purpose: He would gain the gift of omniscience with me as a partner, but only with me, while I would practice my telepathic ability with him. It has been an eye-opener (more correctly, Mind-Opener) to be in this union because it is the next best thing to divine Mind Yaweh communication. He is still a beginner though so he is not quite yet “perfect” as Yaweh is in omniscience but he is doing a fair to good job so far, but I have no point of reference in terms of giving him a grade, other than comparison to Yaweh’s wholly impeccable telepathic communication with me.
Omniscience means he knows ALL of your sins and history and can dredge up anything and everything — good or bad, but with me, mostly bad — at a whim at a second’s notice during a conversation past or personality and he knows everything — let me repeat, EVERYTHING — about your character. Omniscience means he knows every single nuance about you in your personality and character and more, including knowing what’s in your stomach or coming out of your poop hole. (Poop is a word God doesn’t mind using when describing this bodily function, and He doesn’t mind if you go to the bathroom while talking with Him! He does not like talking with me while thinking or doing anything sexual though.) He knows every thought, flaw and prior sin and strength about you while in communication.
It has been made clear to me that sexual sin is a major human error and is serious, but not so serious that you should feel you should become immobilized at every sexual thought coming to mind. It is normal and natural to perceive something as erotic, when it comes naturally. It is the unnatural sex cravings such as bestiality or child sex thoughts which creates a quagmire for ascending God-folks, because they know what they are thinking is wrong, but controlling need not be so arduous when you consider He gave us a brain to think for ourselves to the point where we can make the choice between sin or no-sin and make up our mind as to what is the right thing to do.
The Catholics may be close to reality in the way they feel guilty over sexual thought and deeds, such as masturbation. The ascended Masters were horrible to me regarding sexual conduct and thought. They make sexual activity such as masturbation to be so overblown as am extremely serious “bad” thing that it is no wonder so many feel guilty about their sexual activity or thought. But, alas, there is SOME basis for this reaction among the religious. However, the lambasting, flaw-finding ascended masters see sexual sin as something so SEVERE and offensive it is borderline ridiculous, and they play off of people’s guilt over sexual thought or deed.
Speaking of which, my sexuality has since turned INWARDS to where it is now impossible to ejaculate at orgasm, since the December 20th 2012 police tazing incident where I was shocked with 80,000 volts and “died” for 3 hours in the hospital (technically the doctors do not classify it as “death” because it was an arrhythmia type of heart stoppage). The semen stays completely inside the body! This is a huge plus because many of the maladies of old age in males is waste of semen through expression of ejaculation because it severely drains “life force” over time and with each ejaculation. Many men do not make it into old age as they have ejaculated themselves to death, literally. Yes, this is a little known fact of science, from above, that ejaculating reduces sperm count and sperm is the seed of life in the human male body, invigorating it with a force beyond the life of the soul food you ingest.
I’ve been trying to get back in shape but boy oh boy is my body out of shape. Old age has caught up with me and the years of alcohol abuse sure did not help with resultant malnutrition. I get exhausted after only a 20 minute jog/walk and need to rest afterwards for a while. Seems living a life of idleness for a decade or more has taken its toll on the body. I got too much of the good thing now I am basically unemployable in the real world. Yaweh has thankfully told me He does not want me to work anymore, as I can use this time as a retirement of sorts from the world, and of my multifaceted prophetic duties as an Ancient of Days since may 2011.
Now that you see I have not been incommunicado due to negligence of friendship but rather a profound relationship with God-Yaweh and now God-Excaliber (But he is not the Most High! LOL), you can see there was a perfectly rational explanation for my recent absences. I did this despite you sending me a gargantuan amount of money that I need seeing that when the money arrived I only had $20 in my pocket. I STILL have not received any paycheck money in more than a month, and I’ve been relying on your stipend for food and snacks, as they do not feed enough food at Hillcrest to fill me up. It seems my appetite is 500-1000 calories more than they feed us here, and the lunch portions are un usually small.
If you are wondering why I don’t or can’t receive assistance for a measly hundred dollars or what have you from my own family it is because they have, for the most part, disowned me due to my “condition” or career “choice” or lack thereof. My dad is aged now and doesn’t trust me enough to send money, even if it is for food, and my mom can’t afford any of her paycheck. My grandma has money but is Jehovah’s Witness and won’t help her own grandson who happens to be not merely an “angel” any longer but now often a manifestation of the One-ness with God-Yaweh and an Ancient of Days demigod. Ironic situation isn’t it?
A woman online from the “Internet” helping out a super-powerful demigod capable of manifesting earthquakes and hurricanes yet so poor he lives poorer than 95% of Americans and can’t afford to even get a decent meal in the land of plenty and opportunity! Rest assured Marjory, I am NOT spending your money foolishly such as on drugs, cigarettes or alcohol as I’ve long since given these things up. (Unless you think Pringles junk food potato chips are foolish! Maybe they are, but I am just happy to eat with joy that I DO have something to eat, unlike the 38,000 children who die globally each DAY of preventable malnutrition and disease!) It is a common myth that God-men have to somehow be rich, retired millionaires like as portrayed in the image in the Charelston Heston movie.
Why can’t I work? The answer is now three-fold, at least.
#1: Extreme memory loss like due to macro-vascular tissue degenerative disorder.
#2: My body going into ketosis muscular breakdown which prevents me from doing regular physical work and keeps me practically bed-ridden. At least I am not in a wheelchair but I am, for all intents and purposes, “mobility challenged.”
#3 Severe “anxiety” attacks which have been occurring 2-3 times a week for a year now which last for hours at a time. Extreme lack of concentration and disorientation epics with extreme disabling effect.
Maybe one day I would or should or will write a book about all these experiences but my memory is failing I know what some of you are thinking, “Physician, heal thyself!” You can, but only up to a realistic point.
I am told I can refer to God as myself and myself as God only in a round about way and not directly. In other words, I cannot say to others, “I am God.” But I can say, “God is such and such” or “God is feeling good today.”
One of the most difficult things to consider in my life is the fact that I’m considered “schizophrenic” by worldly society in the sense that I “hear voices” in the head, yet these are not imaginary auditory hallucinations or “delusion.” It seemed I felt for some time that I had to “prove” myself to the world that I really was NOT “crazy” but rather more same that 99.9% of the world’s population in mental acuity and discernment. I tried this through many miracles such as clearing overcast skies for mental health workers and other witnesses, and manifesting a hurricane Irene and a 6.6 earthquake and issuing testimonies on my Youtube channel of witnesses who had seen my visible angelic wings radiating from my back.
However, nothing will ever be good enough for the naysayers. No amount of proof, evidence or testimonies will convince them of my claims or the reality of God as a massive powerful force alive and acting in the modern world through me, They will ALWAYS look for a reason to explain it all away with intense, scrutinizing skepticism or by blaming it on the devil or the ranting of a false prophet or deluded nutcase.

From [link to endtimeprophet2012.com]