This is where time is your worst enemy, and yet your greatest ally.

The time you are in now will be very painful, and it will be the slowest period of your life...

On the other hand, time is also what will heal you, because nothing but the passage of time that will help fix your sorrow.

One day you will just wake up and it will be OK....You will always miss him, but in time, your thoughts of him will turn from sadness and tears to joy and smiles.

Make sure you cry when you need to, never hold it back as it is an important part of your healing. Anywhere and anytime is appropriate. Never be embarrassed about it. Anyone that would judge or doesn't understand will be made to understand at some point in their life when they have a tragic loss.

Make sure you continue to talk to him. Everyday. Even if it is just in your mind. Regardless of where he is now, you will always be connected. Think of him when you are falling asleep and he will visit you in your dreams.

I don't know what it is about your post, but your love for him and the pain you are feeling emanates from it...hit me like an emotional baseball bat and compelled me to make this post. I wish I could give you a hug.

Much love to you and your Family.