In the old days, a lot of "mentally ill" people would have found a place in society as Shamans

And deny the power they use exists ; )

The Inquisition never ended. They just gave it a different name. Psychiatry.

Yes i am, i kinda always knew it, i never did drugs for the same reason my friends did, i called my self a 'star trekker', i would take drugs alone, but to most people it was about socialising, to me it was a new way of seeing, an alternate perspective.

I am driven to know, always been the outcast, the loner, seen as crazy and weird, people think i'm dangerous, i am the watcher on the hill, i see society from the outside, as a phenomena, you fascinate me, but i am repelled in the same way as a feather to water.

My life has been dotted with very strange spiritual experiences, at times without the use of substances.

People around me saw it as 'going a bit mental', and they rubbed off on me as i too could not explain it, and sometimes i would think they were right and i must be mad, but then it would happen again, and the world would turn upside down, and i would see that they were wrong and infact the ones who are mad, mad because they don't know what they are, or what is being done to them.

But it all paid off in the end, last year my eye opened fully, but only briefly, but it was enough to literally alter my physical brain, i made sure i drilled it deep into me whilst i had the chance, i downloaded much knowledge, knowledge of what i am and how i operate as a conduit, and how it all connects...... galactic consciousness is something else, and it is what we are destined for, but we have work to do, to be rid of the parasitical control matrix that has grown around us, we have to break free, this very system threatens the life force of the entire fucking planet right now, 'we' need to change.....but that starts with 'I'

I used to think society 'rejected' me, and it saddened me because i just couldn't get 'inside', couldn't get no roots or belonging.

But now i have seen and experienced the truth... that there is something way down deep inside of me that is rejecting IT, because society has become in direct opposition to creation/ creator, and it was calling me from deep inside to reject it, it drives me, it's driven me my whole life and i didn't know, and that doesn't give me 'likkle jesus lotus toes', infact sometimes it seems like my own worst enemy, it will not supply what i want, it gives only what i need, and sometimes what i need is a million miles from what i want, and the hardest thing to swallow.

trololol

today, they start threads about shamans