I have had a near death experience- ask me anything

Very interesting. Very interesting. How to find out if we are chained by something and how to free?

If people don't love me the way I am or ignore me etc. am I chained?
I cannot do anything about.

And, do u eat meat? I do, I need it.

I disagree.
I never said those were the only two choices available to me.

I love it that you talked about being 'loose' in your love for your husband.

Since 2008, my malignant skin cancer has spread from my eye into my head and now my heart has a hard time keeping up with life at my old age of 57. My left hip is bone on bone and I have to use a walker, canes, wheelchairs, etc. I never dreamed my body would fail me so early in life.

However, through all of these years of debilitation and daily pain and sickness, the faithfulness of my husband of 21 years has never faltered. I couldn't have asked for a better husband that the one I married. We are best friends and I truly know what 'unconditional' love is because of him.

Recently he and I have talked at length about my wanting him to marry as soon as I pass because I want nothing more than his happiness. It makes my heart sink because he has to put up with me through all of this. He deserves the very best and I only want him to be free and happy to make another woman as happy as he has made me.

I have had a tough but very blessed 'Cinderella' ending of my life with him, except for my failing health. I wouldn't have traded it for anything.

I think of you every day now and praying your dreams will come true.

I can't wait until we meet someday. I know I will 'know' you and we will have so much to share....

Deepest heartfelt love and hugs....

No you misunderstand.

If you love a person or an object, money, possessions etc. so much that you are unable to let them go at death, you will be chained to that.

Just like hatred, revenge, envy will chain you- so too, will this kind of a "possessive" love.

True love is setting the bird free to fly instead of keeping it in a cage because you enjoy it. You must put others best interest ABOVE your own.

When the time comes for death- others Love for you can hold you fast.
Make you suffer more. Your loved ones must love you more than themselves before you CAN leave.

Don't make your loved ones suffer more because you will miss them.
Please.

I eat very little meat. I have had Liver Failure and cannot digest it very well but I do eat a little meat. I don't need it like I used to and if I do partake of meat, it is always with great respect and love for the creature that laid down its life for my sustenance. Paid the ultimate price for another's well being.
It is with much thanks and reverence that I will touch meat.

This made me cry. Wow.
Here is true and deep love. Perfect example.

Your love for him is a true and deep love because you wish only for his happiness and well being. Great job Beloved.

And he must love you enough to let you go free when the time comes.
Love you more than himself and his need for you. Love you enough that he wishes for your suffering to end and to not prolong it. Put your best interest above his own. This is true and deep love.

I'm so sorry that you are enduring this painful and hard condition my beloved friend. You know your more than just a friend and I am with you in spirit. We shall meet face to face very soon and we will revel in one another!

I see your Valient Spirit. I'll meet you when my time is through.

I love you very, very much!
Goddess

Ps: thank you for your kind words and hopes for me and your thoughts of me. I think of you often. I am certain I will think of you everyday.

my NDE's suggest absolute nothingness.

May be you need to evaluate your Spiritual Condition Beloved.
I am certain that there is NOT absolute nothingness.

No thanks. Already know.

The ignorance of some people never ceases to amaze me.
Blind fools.

I understand. Actually I don't need meat too. And according to this description I am not chained. I don't feel any of this in that intense. Just, I have nothing really to love and looking for forward, I mean in this earthly world. And there is no real progress, no real going somewhere or something to do. I feel like I am not of this world.

Legend- my favorite movie of all time.
I tried to post up the entire movie for you but it
would not work.

If you have never seen this movie- I highly
recommend it!

No you are not chained Beloved. I can feel it.

I AM NOT OF THIS WORLD either!
That is a good thing to be.

I know. It is lonely. I feel you on this post. Very much.

I have never been lucky in love.
I don't know why.
Seems I'm meant to alone.
Now I can't even work either.
It sucks.

Yes, you really feel me. Lonely my dear. Will turn on music :)

With Music much better. Goddess, can u imagine we in paradise? Oh, I can't wait.

Goddess

For u

Texas - Inner Smile (Truth & Soul Session): [link to youtu.be (secure)]

Oh yes I can imagine us in Paradise!

It is coming. Things are changing. I have a sense that there are things occurring right now which are very important.

We may find ourselves in Paradise sooner than we know.

Music helps, yes. Sooths the Soul. Animals help too.
My little dog is the best. ; )
Her little face would bring a smile to anyone.
(I have tried to post up a picture of her but so far no success
I will keep trying.)

Thanks for the video. I will watch it now.
And for your sweet comment to me in the other thread.

Ps: don't feel bad if no one answers you- people are on and off of here and sometimes one has to be careful of the Internet. Don't take it personally.

Your words and your energy are just wonderful. :)

Loved the song. Thank you.

:red_heart:

Goddess

Is it for u possible to estimate about how many people you might have seen in the kingdom of Jesus?

Do we speak here about 10 thousands or millions etc. ?

Thank you

Miss u. You bring a lot of goodness into here. Hope you slept fine.

Konstantin

; )

I don't think it is possible for me to estimate the number.
If I had to choose between tens of thousands or millions I would say
Tens of thousands. But who knows how many millions could have been in the form of LIGHT. You can change forms there.

I slept very well, thank you sweetheart.
I hope you slept well also.

Tomorrow is a big day. The Winter Solstice!

Extra special this year. I don't know why, it just IS!

Love you,
Goddess

Goddess

What about this picture?

[link to www.divinemercypictures.co]

Did u see angels with wings over there?


I read a nde, the person described Jesus as in the picture of St. Faustina, but there are different from different painters. I don't know which picture he meant. And probably he doesn't know the shroud picture.

And this one painted by Adolf Hyla according to a vision of St. Faustyna Kowalska.

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I guess this is the same (from Adolf Hyla), just the face.

[link to www.faustyna.pl (secure)]

Here a slight different one, I don't know who painted it.

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Here is another one, but it looks very strange, painted by Eugeniusz Kazimirowski in Vilnius.

[link to www.faustina.org]



As I understood this picture down is the closest picture with the highest resemblance to Jesus, how you saw him, right? In another words as you said that's exactly him, or?

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As we get closer to Christmas, I'm sure wishing more than ever we could go Home. I'm so tired of being sick and tired and I know you understand how I feel. I hope you have someone close to spend the holidays with. I can't stand the thought of you being alone.

Just wanted to stop in and give you a hug and tell you that you are loved....

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Hi Daddysgirl. :)

Thank you Beloved. What a nice message. I love you too!
No worries, I am never alone.

I know you are so tired of being sick and tired. I know sweetie.
It is so hard. Try to look at it this way- the suffering is burning away
all the "dross" so to speak or the part of you that is not really you and making you truly yourself again. Making you into a Diamond. It takes much Heat and Pressure to form a Diamond. Your just getting all shined up.

This is a necessary thing in order to go and to stay in The Kingdom of God or Heaven (however you think of it). You for sure will not be reincarnated again!! And that is worth it! I know this is my last life here! Hallelujah!!

Your walking through The Fire. You have to walk through Hell to get to Heaven. I know your going through Hell. But even so, your not alone sweetheart. Your so not alone. Even in the valley of the shadow of death-
Many are with you. There to help and comfort you. Lean on them.

Actually, and this will sound crazy too, but I know you understand.
It could be entirely possible that you were Moses in another life. I learned that there are far less of us than it appears. I also learned that I am one powerful spirit too. Someone known. The name "Artemis" comes up a lot and just like you, I have 'heard' that name also and was totally freaked out.

Artemis is a Goddess from Greek Mythology. A Warrior.

It is entirely possible that Jesus will be here soon. I feel him so near.
That may just be for me IDK. It feels like there is something very special happening right now. Something for The entire World.

I send my love and I think of you all the time. I pray for you to be pain free and for your journey to be one that is enlightened and that you are illuminated by it and through it.

I hope my words have given you comfort and my spirit of great love for you.

Love,
Goddess
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LOL! Too late. Don't worry. I do not think you are crazy darling.
Not at all.

Do not get so hung up on outer "appearances" Konstantin Love.
You must FEEL another's spirit. Each one has its own special Energy Signature. Jesus could appear as a beggar in the street and I would know him anywhere and anyway.

Yes. Some of the Angels had wings. I saw several different kinds of Angels,
Look toward the front pages of this thread - I explained them there.
I'm afraid that I tire easily today and just don't have the energy for a proper response right now. I hope you can understand.