I was recruited by a secret society

hey girl.. i know who you are.. i know who you are cause your one of my girls ;) its all good baby.. its good to say your staying true to yourself and haven't sold out like the rest of the bitches.. how old are you? im guessing your about 21? well im 30 just so you know.. and iv been through this shit my whole life.. i dont even have the chance to sleep.. i get like a one or two hour nap every 24 hours or so.. thats how busy i am and how busy they all keep me.. the phsych wards the prisons the lock ups the fights the death and back time after time after time iv been through and done a million times over in this life already.. hang in there darling.. soon a better day arrives.. god bless^

I'm confused. So did this mysterious faction take you to the mental institution because they didn't want you expressing your spiritual views? If so did they give you a reason why?

Or does this faction have some connection with you on the soul level?

i thought i was going crazy because I was hearing voices, talking about me being one of the guardians of the kingdom, then I was at the casino and I heard a voice I thought I was being recruited by the illuminati, and walked over to the blackjack table, I sat down played a hand and a old guy sat down with a black shirt that said pyramid financial on it.

thought it was weird that i felt i was being recruited by the illuminati and then a guy sits next to me with pyramid financial on his shirt.

was weird who knows

Nah, they just make you go through psychological tests in disguise time and time again. Also, they want to know everything about your life and so on. Don't show any signs of it upsetting you, don't mention you know anything about wierd subjects, suggest you had a normal happy upbringing and have a loving supporting family. You can be smart on paper if you wish, but restrain from showing you actually think or use your mind in real time. Show admiration. Look sweet and boring, keep a low profile.

Do as I say, learn from my mistakes...

Thanks for the responses everybody, I'm not trying to say much more about this topic, but I will clarify a few things. I was commited by a psychiatrist once I began expressing my beliefs which are "out there" according to the general public and one night, 4 cops entered my house with my dad and handcuffed and brought me to the hospital.

I was there for 2 weeks but refused any medication at first until one of the members told me to just pretend to take it and just get rid of it subtly if I really didn't want to take it. Unfortunately, I was coerced (aka they weren't going to let me out until I agreed) into getting an injection of an antipsychotic called risperdal. After I was out of the hospital (haven't been back since), I gradually turned into a zombie, lost my will, lost my friends, lost my feelings and emotions, and even forgot everything that happened in the hospital. It took me a little over a year to even say all the weird shit that happened to me in there.

I finally switched medications, after months of pleading with my parents and doctor, which I don't really take that often anyway but it's not an antipsychotic so I can take it or leave it. After about 6 months, the risperdal was out of my system and I was back to myself again. Obviously, I have learned to keep my mouth shut around certain people but if people want to learn or benefit from my story, then I share it. I wanted to share it on GLP because I want people to know how real this situation is and how the promises of a fabulous lifestyle should never be your dream.

I can't say exactly who I am but I am of Christ's holy bloodline descent and I am here to act as a leader, not president or queen or dictator like they wanted me to be (literally as I expressed concerned about a certain subject, one of the members told me, "You don't have to worry about it until you're President").

I'm at a very happy, healthy point in my life right now. My relationship with my parents can be a little rocky at times, but for the most part things are smooth sailing. They are truly of a different breed and I can't say they are my true soul parents, but they have done a wonderful job of keeping me safe and well taken care of on Earth. I'm very well liked at my job and have even recieved employee of the month at work, which employs over 200 people. I am planning on going back to school in the spring, but I refuse to go into any political major like "they" want me to. I have an incredible support system and I believe many of my close friends will play an important part in ushering in a new age.

I have every intention of making it on my own in the 3D realm and know I have the skills, intelligence, courage, the straight up power to return to my rightful place as a divine being once the earth (or in my opinion, a particular city) completes the shift into the fourth dimension.

Just like Socrates says, "All I know is that I know nothing." It could be all in my head or it could be the truth. I live in the now, live my life day to day, but plan for the future at the same time. I don't let this experince overtake my mind and cause fear in my heart, even though I truly do recognize the dangers of letting this information get out. I feel the change in the air, but I feel that it is a good change for those who are ready. We aren't all going to make it and, perhaps, I may not make it either, especially revealing even the little I have.

"An army of sheep led by a lion are more to be feared than an army of lions led by a sheep." Alexander the Great

If things do work out the way I hope, I promise to lead as a lion. Bless you all.

Good guess but I'm actually 22. I don't doubt we are girls and I hope we can meet in person one day (even if we already have). I could tell the members were pretty sick of the shit they were put through and many of them expressed in that secret way they do. I am sending nothing but love vibes your way and don't worry, I know that better day is just around the corner. I won't succumb to their plans simply for fancy clothes or money...it's not worth it to me, it's not my true purpose here.

I'm not the religious type these days, very spiritual but this is just my experience so you can believe or tell me that I'm crazy. Frankly, it didn't happen to you so please don't give me the "you're delusional" card. There's a reason I can't say everything and you have no fucking idea who "play the game" even means because it was something that happened between myself and the members.

Those watching (I'm concerned about the government and NSA and CIA and FBI) don't know who I am and we're gonna keep it that way. I had no control of the secret society knowing who I am and let's just say when I got to Earth 22 years back, they knew how big of a deal it was that I was coming. I had a member tell me, "I remember you even when you were little. You had braces and glasses and acne and I know you were a little pudgy. Your dad has a problem with alcohol and he would beat you sometimes. I remember that." I wasn't hallucinating by any means and at that point my thoughts had even eased a little bit since I finally started taking the medication.

homely child beaten by drunk father , you are joining the thule society .

little hint , you will not remember some meetings , until later when they show you videos . Of you all dressed up as pony girl pulling a cart and sucking on horse cock like it was filet mignon to amuse your owner )

whinny for me brony wetdream girl

Fuck off!

Haha. I think its funny people are still seriously entertaining a post that started with:

"I was in a mental hospital"

Really starting to doubt the legitimacy of truth seekers here.

Real truth seekers know the truth is stranger than fiction...dumbass. Don't assume you know how secret societies operate especially if you've never had an encounter with one. I'm just trying to tell my story to those who are interested in hearing.

If only you knew. There's really no reason to doubt the veracity of this story; its been told over and over again, eventually you will understand the truth--which hides itself very well, so onlookers like you, will assume it is delusion.

The reality you live in is the great delusion.

Yah you were, Butt Pirates Anonymous.

Did they make you twerk for your initiation?

You are an ego maniacal delusional and sad person. You love to talk about yourself and have no interest in discussing anything else, and on top of that, you are a liar.

Get back to that mental hospital. You need it.

*Pats you on the head*

You kind of scare me....but I like it. Is that strange?

First point of contact would not be in person, they would befriend you via social media, or if your output/input is up and running, another way ;)

no this is

:sexy12345:

didn't you just break the first two rules of Secret Society Club?...

Any advice? Did they kill anyone close to you?

Actually she told her story in a very believable way, and she has given no indication in her character that what she is saying is false.

You on the other hand come off as a dismissive shill. If anything your overly dismissive reaction gives her story more credit.

The Bronies are not that secret...

All of what I have said is true. I don't mean to come off as egotistical or delusional, alhough I know there are plenty of people who would think that after hearing what I have to say. I came here because I was questioning whether all of this was just in my mind, but it seems others here know this is truly a reality that does happen in the psychiatric system. A close friend of mine told me his mother (who has plenty experince with the true wackiness of this world) knows that socities do recruit in mental hospitals.

The members never gave me the nasty details of what I would have to do if I joined and I imagine it would be rather unpleasant. These days, I use white magic by participating in naturally creative things in life like art, dance, intelligent conversation, but I'm not about to join a Luciferan sex cult just for power and whatever else they have to offer. I guess I may have accidentally used black magic before, but have never participated in a perverted sex ritual or seance or anything of that nature.

I can't deny that I was tricked by demons posing as my spiritual guides. I remember the first time I did acid I felt like I was born anew...but it took me this long to realize that force was a false light and my guides were actually demons or alien intelligence trying to coerce me into joining a dark group, posed as the light. I am haunted by dark dreams usually where I am slitting someone's throat and I have woken up with scratch marks on my arms and also experienced sleep paralysis mutilple times, which, in my opinion, is a dark entity's attempt to scare me from going any further down the rabbit hole.

After my "awakening," I began to become more psychic, thinking of people then getting text messages or phone calls from them immediatly after or even seeing them in person. I meditated every day for at least a couple of hours and began to lucid dream and astrally project during meditation. I was spiritually obsessed with learning more and I began to dig on the inside for answers. I had a very powerful experince with kundalini energy that enhanced whatever extra senses I was experiencing (picking up vibes mostly).

All of this led me to begin a blog and write outlandish statements on my Twitter and Facebook. However, I used to be into AOL chatrooms and it was pretty clear that they had been watching me online since then, and even earlier than that, somehow, some way. Anyway, once my parents saw what I had been writing online they freaked and made me go see a psychiatrist who diagnosed me with psychosis and committed me to a hospital where my life just got about a billion times more complicated.