My mom thinks this world is probably an experiment and she isn't really into conspiracies at all.

I'm done with this world, I see little or no hope. Thinking individuals are very scarce; it's a lonely place.

Waking up people, well, can everyone truly be woken up? Or maybe you has have to help them along their journey and that's it.

One of my favorite words is facade. Because I intuitively thought of it to describe the feeling that most people are fake, using language and beautiful or big words, but moved by very very selfish motives. You really need to dwell a lot and be in desperate need for balance to become less selfish. If you battled all your demons, welll here have a cookie, but what can I do? Withdraw from society and start my pot farm after I graduate, try to work with people and communities too. Be arsty and enjoy life a little. I'm such a hermitan, but it's not by personal choice.

Yep, tomorrow, I'm asking for book recommendations to learn a bit more what's really going on in terms economics, not just phylosophy.

What for? Convince myself suicide is the answer. I'm sick of it all.

I'm a city girl, but I'm very resourceful and hands on, street smart, so yeah, little hippie pot farmer -although I have no clue if they are going to allow random people to grow pot on their own little farms- life could be fun.