The last thing you should enjoy is fame on this forum. It takes the things out of your hands. They make you believe things are in your hands while they are not, it's always returning to the same people to be glorified with your sweat and blood.

Once you understand this, you will see why it is disgusting to even think of fame. This will never be yours. You roll something on and if it gets wrong it's your fault, if people enjoy it, it gets out of your hands into the ones hating you.