I miss you........

>Soon, as in this millennium?
>
>Or soon, as in I'll have a date for New Years?

Would it surprise you if I said that both will be considered the same thing someday.

I promise, when it's less of a 'crisis', which will be soon enough. Then I'll pop that button all day for a week with a bouquet of lighting and big breakfast from B's. You'll see me coming in the truck.

..but first things first, priorities need to be dealt with before some fools wreck themselves and cause a lot of nonsense for everyone above and below to deal with.

A man's gotta work on what's important first to be with the people he considers important so there's no problems later.

Sucks, but the calling won't allow me otherwise. Once it's done, I can get back to hiding in plain sight again, fix technical stuff for a living and have the opportunity to make you gasp every day.

your gonna die alone^

^^^^
Everyone dies alone, it's what you are doing after that counts. There are varying degrees of ideology that deal with the subject of the opportunity in greater detail than I can afford time.

Google is a good place to start.

I'm missing two people today.

The man I adore does this. ^

But I don't care. I don't care at all. I miss him.

Schitzophrenia will do that to ya.

Bad joke cunt!

echoes fade,

and memories die

autumn's frosts

have slain July

still, she haunts me, phantomwise...

Alice moving under skies

excerpt from epilogue to Through the Looking Glass -Lewis Carol

And much like Alice, it only goes deeper with no clear-cut way home. It will never have a beginning because it never had an end.

Rainliver

it is my most sicere wish, that you do not wander alone for very much longer

I suffer in silence. I am alone and would rather be alone than be with another man besides him. Sadly, I have to pretend he's dead. It's easier that way.

It's your own fault.

Old and washed up