I completely understand what you're saying, WA.
I'm sure I've asked you this before, but are you a Pisces??
And I'm sorry about your momma. I imagine that pain never goes away and hope it at least becomes easier to cope with.
Quoting: Simple27 Very Pisces!!
She died in '07 and yes the grief is over but not the empty hole my best friend left in my heart. Her birthday Aug 21st, so I think of her a lot at this time of year.
Quoting: whiteangel I can tell you are a Pisces. : )
Most likely because I am as well.
This must be a very hard time of year for you. And I'm sure your angel knows that and sends you extra love and blessings.
Always in my prayers and heart, WA. <3
:cubhugs:
Quoting: Simple27 You are such a sweetie. Below is what was given to me over on FOG for my birth date, which I have since removed:
This is for you Whiteangel
Without even lookin at it, I felt compassion coming from you. That is the path you are on. You were born in the week of the loner, do you consider yourself one even though you're family oriented? Just reading yours makes me agree with it by reading your posts here for so long!
"Pisces 2 souls on the Path of Compassion may find that their struggles center around issues of basic connection and socialization. Those born in the week of the loner do no take to others easily and can be downright timid when it comes to joining forces for a common cause. Relationships will have to be formed and re-formed with considerable regularity here, as Pisces 2's believe on some level that they can figure out the secrets of social interaction and commitment without necessarily having to participate. How the world works can become a major preoccupation for them. Still, they are highly intelligent and crave being able to communicate their ideas. If they are careful to devote their energies to concrete concerns and socially stable professions and institutions, the good Pisces 2's can do for others is considerable in the areas of the written word, teaching, psychology, and service."
Core Lesson: Placing the good of the group ahead of self-interest.
Goal: To be worthy of the trust of others
Challenge: Forcing themselves to interact socially, even if only superficially (very hard for me)
Fulfillment: Feeling that they are card-carrying members of the human race (I feel like you carry some cards in the FOG lol)
Gifts: Goal-oriented, courageous, idealistic
Pitfalls: Overly emotional, critical, petty (not very petty now that I am older, only as a child)
Release: The need for vanity and ego affirmation
Reward: The joy of giving oneself
Balance Point: Personal needs and societal needs
I feel like you're doing this--> "Develop a moral code, and live by it. Find some way to serve others, and stick to it.
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