I just got some of the worst news I have ever gotten before. My mother just called me to tell me that my grandmother, "nanny," didn't pass her mammogram this past week. Her doctor called her and had her come back in the next day to do an ultrasound and the same thing was found. A big black mass. So they are doing a biopsy and the results will be in on Tuesday or Wedsnesday. Her mother died at the age of 35 from breast cancer and it has always been my nanny's biggest fear because of that. I am heart broken. I am and always have been extremely close with my nanny. She is my biggest fan. Always supports me and believes in me. When I was going through some terrible times, she was right there holding my hand, praying for me, loving me. I am so scared and sad right now.

Sorry for the downer. I just had to get it out.