It is as it's meant to be. Don't beat yourself up over it. They are needed just as you are needed for what is to come. We all find ourselves in this time and place for a reason. You may not fully understand this reason yet, but you will when the time is right. We're about the witness events never seen before or to be seen again. It is a great time to be alive!

Relax, enjoy life. Worry about what you can control.