yes, she died 5 months ago and was 5 months old...
Living by the day now..
I had a thread about it:
Thread: My 5 months old daughter died wednessday, need a real paranormal medium, even if It takes years

in short, I've tried to tell them that my daughter needed priority and they waited to long (2 weeks too late) with surgery and died from the anesthetic. The doctors admitted that they should have taken action sooner, but I couldn't get through the wall to reach the right persons, we tried but the people in between didn't take us seriously enough and even delayed the surgery, she had a rare heart problem that could be fixed if she had survived the anesthetic. (she had anesthetic 2 weeks before without problems, but they had delayed her surgery because another kid did get priority, it was 4 months fighting in hospitals and we had her at home for 1 month, waiting for the surgery which never took place now.)

I was always afraid of death, now I'm not anymore.... life can change fast ;) That's why news like 'baby Charlie' grabs me by the throat, especially comments from many users, like a kid can be replaced easily as some sort of a product, especially because it took us 12 years to have a baby. She was a gift from heaven. We don't know if we get another chance because of age, but even then, she's unique for us. I'm having fertility help now (3x IUI, if it fails, I get IVF)

I was 'Fenna' before but I made a big mistake by not reading a post well enough... someone posted a news article with GLP mentioned... I pinned it immediately without reading, thinking it was a good accomplishment. After all, it was a negative article so Trin punished me for it by deleting my account on the fly and said ' what did you expect? a cookie?' , so I had to start fresh again and took my 'old' nick back from years ago. I told him it was a stupid mistake which I regret, I should have read the article first, but it was too late, the account was already gone. I do understand his action, I don't blame him anything, it was my own stupid mistake to not read the article myself. Now I'm way more cautious about my actions. I'm here since 2007 so I'm not new :)