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Message Subject Earthquake Thread ~ Always Updated*5.7 Southeast of Loyalty Islands*5.2 Central Mid-Atlantic Ridge*5.2 Fiji ~ Pg 20429
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Top o' the morning lads tiphat

I hate moving. 3rd time in half a year pretty much. 6th time in 3 years. Whacktastic. I've forgotten what the feeling of having a true "home" is like.

Already getting pressured into finding a soul sucking job. I don't know if I'll ever find my calling at this point. Just one menial job after the other until I croak as an old man bagging groceries at the local supermarket or some shit. Step sisters husband can get me selling cell phones. Fuck commission based jobs. Makes me feel so grimey. Amazon is a possibility but I'd rather live out of my car than work for bezos - packaging boxes 10 hours a day filled mostly with shit humans don't need.

Everything just becomes so boring and repetetive to me. Maybe some of us are creatures of repetition and habit but I am not! It isn't so much laziness but rather lack of motivation due to lack of purpose. The way I see it... if I can't find a career worth dying for then it isn't worth living to work for. We work all our lives having our hard earned money siphoned away from us from corrupt international bankers. Retire at 65 after our meat suits are failing us. We're being worked to death, for the most part doing abysmal jobs we despise. For what? We will die with the same amount of money as we came into this world with. NOTHING! Just spend our lives working for the banks - no matter what your profession, you ultimately work for the banks.

I LOOK at my dad who works hard - but hates his job. Has for decades and he's pressuring me to go the same route because that's all he knows - it's what he thinks we all must do to survive. Reminds me of the greek mythology figure Sisyphus. Spending every day rolling a huge stone uphill - just to watch it roll back down every night ... making Sisyphis do it again the next day. And the next. Fuck that

Sorry for the rant. Fucking stressing out over here. Don't know what I should be doing with my life. Don't know what is even worth doing anymore. Just gonna have to bite the bullet I guess. Work a meaningless job- save up money and buy a really nice coffin for myself lol
 Quoting: Master of Nothing


Your stress is understandable MoN. Moving is a bitch in and of itself, and stressful. Finding a job while not going broke in the process is extremely stressful. Shit, I've been at the same job/same company for over 10 years now (probably close to 15 years) and still find myself trying not to go broke.

It's all a vicious cycle.

Do yourself a favor and really think about what it is that you would enjoy doing for work. Put a lot of thought into it and then look for jobs that "fit" you. You aren't currently stuck at a job that you despise so don't start working at a job that you will despise.

Imo, you would be great in any position that helps people. You're a people person and you have great communication skills. Not everybody does. Utilize those skills. If you find a job where you're helping people every week it will be rewarding and make you feel good about yourself. You definitely shouldn't be in some factory setting stuffing boxes. Although you could take a job temporarily anywhere while still looking for the right job for you so that you don't go broke. If you take that route, make sure you keep looking for that right job. Don't settle somewhere that was only supposed to be a stepping stone for you.

Lots of thought first, action second.

I wish you all the best in your move and in your job search. You're an AWESOME person and things will fall into place. : )

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