I'd love to fully open my book for you all. I mostly have, but there is a very dark chapter that I have kept quiet over the years, because that chapter is now closed. However, it is a huge chapter and a huge part of why I am who I am today.

My guess is that most of you are picking up what I'm throwing down. Please don't judge me. I have paid a great price for my past mistakes. God knows me to the soul. I have spoken with Him many times. I also was almost brought much closer to Him a few times, but apparently He felt I was needed here a bit longer.

So here I am. With you fine people. If I can't be with Him, there's no place I'd rather be.