Ugh...I'm not quite ready to talk about it, but I could use some prayers. My family could use some prayers. My uncle John was found dead today at his place. He's the one who was really sick not all that long ago and was in the hospital and we didn't know if he'd make it. He's also the father of my cousin John who died last year. My guess is that he became septic again. He lives in New York, but was just here in MA a week or so ago. I didn't get the chance to see him when he was here, but Nef did and mentioned to me that his legs looked really bad. He was always one of my very favorite people. I would send him 'I love you' texts every so often to let him know I was thinking of him and that I loved him. I don't do this with all of my family members. Not by a long shot. My papa is the only other one who gets those sporadic love you texts.

Anyway, I'm sad. My heart is heavy. Feeling weak this week. Need some strength.

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