I apologize for being semi-absent lately. I've been doing a lot of research into a treatment that I did back in 2015 that may be the culprit to my problems over the past few years. I found a forum on the subject and have gotten in touch with a couple of women who are going through very similar situations. I'm further disgusted in healthcare in general. This world really disappoints and disgusts me. It seems over the more recent years that people are so self-centered, self-absorbed, plain ol' selfish. And this group of assholes include doctors and healthcare associates alike. Our well being means nothing. Nothing. Zero. Not a fucking thing.

I am a fucking idiot for accepting the treatment that I did in 2015. It was expedited through the FDA with very little research, and no research on long term effects. I was one of the very first guinea pigs to take this shit. Come to find out, THIS may have been the cause of all of my problems. Timeline matches exactly. I'm sad, angry, and some other feelings I don't even yet know how to identify.

This world sucks, as does many so-called professionals in it.

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