Earthquake Thread ~ Always Updated

My kiddo almost fainted for no reason yesterday. Hearing started to go, then sight, ears ringing. She recognized it and sat down in time to avoid it, thank God.

Her and I have been experiencing weird 'electricity' type symptoms this weekend. Mostly with our ears. It's hard to explain, but instead of ringing, it sounds electrical. Like a zap.

My babies lol

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My babies lol

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Ahh.. ok.

They are looking quite yummy. I can't wait to see what the harvest looks like.

Take care everyone

That's just bizarre. And scary. A couple times in the past while out shopping, I (and my niece AT THE SAME TIME), would suddenly get hit with something that made us so profoundly fatigued and weak we could hardly even carry our purses to get to the car, and legs / body so heavy / slow / weak. This would pass after 2-3 hours. But really, what could that be?
It had to be something atmospheric, or a sun zap, or something? Other times, at home, I will get a sudden fatigue, and just lie down for a couple hours, then be alright. Son says people at work get this and put their heads down on their desks, so tired.

Awesome, you have certainly done well with that. Last thing I tried to do in the basement was make sauerkraut -- it bubbled over the top with some red slime,,,,(I may have heard it talking???)
Right into the trash that went.

ah-choo..

hi. it's me. kira.

i asked for nice words at another place and got told in so many words to eat shit and die.

wheh I am having a really bad panic spiral, it is a medical imperative to get me out of it. it is not a "temper tantrum" or something I have control over or a character flaw, but when I beg for something that is just a few words of kindnes and get insulted and criticized instead, and it always happens everywhere I go, no matter where I go..

it's like diabetics being refused insulin and dying from it.

but people with mental disabilities are tormented and judged instead of helped medically like people with physical ones.

that is why I know I cannot trust doctors either. If a person who is supposed to be a friend can't be nice, I guess I am a piece of shit.

and the best doctors are the ones paid a lot of money and I don't have that kind of money. Just enough to hire a detective.

but I am done expecting kindness anymore. a piece of me died last night/this morning.

I'm giving my dogs away and on a hunger strike/fasting and no more heart meds. A doctor prescribed them, you see.

and doctors are evil. I know that because people were evil to me and then told me to go see one so I know they just want me to get hurt more since they hurt me bad there. They do not have my best interests at heart. I know this because it hurt bad when they were mean to me out of spite. So I am doing the opposite of what they tell me to do since they are coming from an evil place.