so im 30 yrs old and this week was my 1st week of having my own place to live. all of my life i was dreaming of a.time when a woman wpuld ask if she.can come to my place and do sexual stuff etc. i got plenty of women while living with my parents but no 10's....so ive been seeing a 8 for 9 months and she.got kicked out of her moms and i was forced to rent an apt and finally start spending my nest egg. we moved in and life has.suddwnly started to suck bad. i have my own place and yet i cant just have random women stopping by like id always dreamed. i cant live out the fantasy of being the classic.american stud.with a.job a car and his own place.

all she does is sleep all day and play world of warcraft all night. its a nightmare. she smokes pot all day too. ugh this sucks. i really fycked myself over. last night i almost cried.because i cant.go backroading and drinkin listening to music all night....cause if i do she will think im cheating. im stuck with her around me all day nooooo